falls apart
November 21, 2009 6:28am
went for a drive. Had this song in my head all day...
(I put most of it in and changed a couple of words to make it make sense …
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lasthopem
5:42am Wednesday
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About Me
lasthopem
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About Me
Im so absofrigginlutely lost right now that I cant see a way out of this s**t. This little ray of sunshine has faded to grey.
Im so absofrigginlutely lost right now that I cant see a way out of this s**t. This little ray of sunshine has faded to grey.
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Interests
freedom from myself... and from others. Im sick of being under other peoples control but I have no choice. Nothing works.
freedom from myself... and from others. Im sick of being under other peoples control but I have no choice.
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Breathing is deceiving.
November 20, 2009 12:09am
Just because you breathe doesnt mean you are alive. I still blieve i died a long time ago. Now I just wish my body would catch …
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Journal Entry for November 16, 2009
November 16, 2009 7:19am
I wrote a big long journal but then my laptop restarted on me and i lost it... typical of my day/week/life.
Anyway, It wasnt much anyway, just …
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Journal Entry for November 15, 2009
November 15, 2009 7:35am
Im feeling rather flat today. Probably because ive been trying to keep so busy to try and ignore the voices that Im worn out and it takes its …
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Little Love
thank you ^^.....*smiles*
Oh don't be sorry....I know it's hard to support others when life feels so hard...
*hugs*....take care of yourself!! :)-
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I love tomatoes ^^ so I will definitely give a go at growing them...ty :)
and I know what you mean...the wondering of what's the point....
I think you have to make one...I'm currently aiming for wanting to know how it feels to not be trapped by my mind and not be my own worst enemy.... I want to know these things before 'its over' ......
and things are ok....well unchanging, txs for asking ....!!SFS!! -
I’m With You
cacti along the fence.....that sounds cool...couldn't do that here, they'd die from the amount of rain :(...
Are tomatoe plants that easy to keep?..hmmm.....I may try them...^^
Oh...and all you can do is try!! ..... ;) {{{huggels}}} 
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I AM LEAVING DS.
ROGER-
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Can we still talk and I will not send you any more Bible verses if you remind me?
Roger
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I have been self harming for the last 13 years. Ususally i cut, sometimes I burn, scratch, bite, stab, depends on my mood at the time and whats available.
Close Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I count. I like odd numbers. I check I have rituals But im not diagnosed because it doesnt cause too many problems so i never discuss it.
Open Multiple Personalities
i can relate
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
kind of a forgone conclusion with ym past history, particularly of sexual abuse and rape
Open Schizophrenia
i can definately relate to those who suffer from spn to a certain extent.
Open Sexual Abuse
I was abused by my father until well, recently. My mother on occasion, sat and watched it happening, and did nothing. I wish I had never said anything about it.
Open Phobia
I have a phobia of Clowns, Spiders, and some foods. And im extrememly podophobic.
Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients
Im help care for my neighbour and friend who has terminal lung cancer and cancer in his brain. UPDATE: Sadly, he passed away Dec 22nd 2008
Open Caregivers
I help care for my neighour and friend who has terminal lung cancer and brain cancer. UPDATE: Sadly, he died Dec 22nd 2008
Open Anxiety
lasthopem hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Fibromyalgia
lasthopem hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Degenerative Joint Disease
lasthopem hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Congenital Heart Disease
Tachycardia resting rate averages 112bpm. Sleep rate av. 92bpm. Heart arythmia, here it stops for a beat then resumes unrhythmically for about ten seconds. Docs say it was from having a tiny hole in my heart when i was born.
Open Insomnia
do I need to explain? I dont sleep - ok, so I have been sleeping better with new medication, but still not enough.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Parents. Plus a partner I had for a bit. Ended up having to leave him via sms and hiding for a while because too scared fo what would happen.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressiongot it.
Open Rape
14 yrs old. Was my drug dealer, he was 23 at the time. happened twice.
Open Incest Survivors
title says it all. But dont feel like a survivor a lot of the time.
Open Obesity
Im fat.
Open Pregnancy - Teens
Not a teen, or pregnant, just trying to help. Was pregnant in my teens though
Open TMJ
lasthopem hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
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