small dramas
November 7, 2009 6:08am
well mum did stay... which turned out to be really good because i needed her help. We had a few really bad gusts of wind on friday night and as …
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lasthopem
5:00am, October 5, 2009
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About Me
lasthopem
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About Me
Im so absofrigginlutely lost right now that I cant see a way out of this s**t. This little ray of sunshine has faded to grey.
Im so absofrigginlutely lost right now that I cant see a way out of this s**t. This little ray of sunshine has faded to grey.
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Interests
freedom from myself... and from others. Im sick of being under other peoples control but I have no choice. Nothing works.
freedom from myself... and from others. Im sick of being under other peoples control but I have no choice.
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Journal Entry for November 5, 2009
November 5, 2009 8:09am
so now mum has decided she is coming to stay tomorrow night now. Ill believe it when i see it lol. I got my daily positive thoughts …
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Journal Entry for November 4, 2009
November 4, 2009 9:11am
so mum might not be coming to stay on friday night now. She said that dad might be getting the day off work on saturday and if he does, she …
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Journal Entry for November 3, 2009
November 3, 2009 4:28am
my counsellor rang me this morning after I had cancelled my appointment. He said i wouldnt be wasting his time if i went, but i stil wasnt …
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Triggering???
November 2, 2009 4:55am
Do you ever have those days where you go through the motions of the day but you are so totally absent from it all? That describes my day …
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Can we still talk and I will not send you any more Bible verses if you remind me?
Roger
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You deserve to be happy and loved :)
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Get Well Soon!
Get well.
Roger the Minister - verse
Jer:33:6: Behold, I will bring it health and cure, and I will cure them, and will reveal unto them the abundance of peace and truth. -
Get Well Soon!
Get well.
Roger the Minister - verse
Jer:33:6: Behold, I will bring it health and cure, and I will cure them, and will reveal unto them the abundance of peace and truth. -
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My answer.
Roger the Minister- these verses
Ex:15:2: The LORD is my strength and song, and he is become my salvation: he is my God, and I will prepare him an habitation; my father's God, and I will exalt him.
Jos:14:11: As yet I am as strong this day as I was in the day that Moses sent me: as my strength was then, even so is my strength now, for war, both to go out, and to come in.
2Sa:22:33: God is my strength and power: and he maketh my way perfect.
Psalms:28:7: The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song will I praise him.
Psalms:118:14: The LORD is my strength and song, and is become my salvation.
Isa:12:2: Behold, God is my salvation; I will trust, and not be afraid: for the LORD JEHOVAH is my strength and my song; he also is become my salvation.
Hab:3:19: The LORD God is my strength, and he will make my feet like hinds' feet, and he will make me to walk upon mine high places. To the chief singer on my stringed instruments.
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I have been self harming for the last 13 years. Ususally i cut, sometimes I burn, scratch, bite, stab, depends on my mood at the time and whats available.
Close Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I count. I like odd numbers. I check I have rituals But im not diagnosed because it doesnt cause too many problems so i never discuss it.
Open Multiple Personalities
i can relate
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
kind of a forgone conclusion with ym past history, particularly of sexual abuse and rape
Open Schizophrenia
i can definately relate to those who suffer from spn to a certain extent.
Open Sexual Abuse
I was abused by my father until well, recently. My mother on occasion, sat and watched it happening, and did nothing. I wish I had never said anything about it.
Open Phobia
I have a phobia of Clowns, Spiders, and some foods. And im extrememly podophobic.
Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients
Im help care for my neighbour and friend who has terminal lung cancer and cancer in his brain. UPDATE: Sadly, he passed away Dec 22nd 2008
Open Caregivers
I help care for my neighour and friend who has terminal lung cancer and brain cancer. UPDATE: Sadly, he died Dec 22nd 2008
Open Anxiety
lasthopem hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Fibromyalgia
lasthopem hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Degenerative Joint Disease
lasthopem hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Congenital Heart Disease
Tachycardia resting rate averages 112bpm. Sleep rate av. 92bpm. Heart arythmia, here it stops for a beat then resumes unrhythmically for about ten seconds. Docs say it was from having a tiny hole in my heart when i was born.
Open Insomnia
do I need to explain? I dont sleep - ok, so I have been sleeping better with new medication, but still not enough.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Parents. Plus a partner I had for a bit. Ended up having to leave him via sms and hiding for a while because too scared fo what would happen.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressiongot it.
Open Rape
14 yrs old. Was my drug dealer, he was 23 at the time. happened twice.
Open Incest Survivors
title says it all. But dont feel like a survivor a lot of the time.
Open Obesity
Im fat.
Open Pregnancy - Teens
Not a teen, or pregnant, just trying to help. Was pregnant in my teens though
Open TMJ
lasthopem hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
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