corkie's Journal

Mother is finally beginning to show signs of getting better.  I finally managed to get her up in her recliner yesterday and took to chance to completely strip her bedding, wash her clothes ,dust her world and she did surprisingly well.  She was up for a long time.  Just hope it was not to much for her.  Since she is still asleep I don't know yet how she feels.

I am finally 95% over this cold from hell.  I would not wish this on my worst enemy---it is a horrid cold!

Spend this morning on the webcam with my grandbaby and it is just amazing to me that it can even be done.  She is growing up so fast.

There is one  "bad"  in my life right now.  This being sick has set me WAY back in trying to get this agoraphobia under control.  I have not left the house in 2 weeks.  Now I NEED to go out for food and the panic/anxiety is raging.  Worse than ever before.  I just want to crawl under the bed.  I am sleeping more and more---my way of avoiding the world.  Can't go outside if I'm sleeping, right?     I had been doing so well before I got sick and now  I'm worse than ever.  Oh Well!  Guess I am just going to start all over again.