eveielou's Journal

What a wild ride. Too much to even begin to write. Short story is that my husband was fired and since he worked for the government, has Federal charges pending against him. They may let him go, but have a five year window to press charges. Talk about a dark cloud over his head. I'd like to say he's totally innocent, but since he has a pattern of lying to me. I can never really be sure.

You would think that he would learn a life lesson from all this stuff, but no...I still caught him lying to me again about another women. Will he or I ever learn? Don't have an answer to that yet. But I am taking it one day at a time and trying to keep my focus on me and not him.

In that spirit, I'm looking for another job. Tough economy to find work, but I keep looking and I'm transferring to a new university. Since he is unemployed it works out well for financial aide. I never qualified before and it is nice to be able to take more classes and not worry about how to pay for them all for once.

I alternate between being happy that my hand has been forced and I must to come to terms with my miserable marriage and being desperately unhappy and worried about my future. Main goal is to stay focused and positive. It's the only way to survive this craziness. I have no other choice.

E~