knightofdragons's Journal

I have 8 children, 7 I have raised myself, But I have a daughter who is 16 now and I have no idea once again where she is.  Back in 89 I met her mother and she told me she got off of birth control and we were going to have a baby, I was shocked but I did want to have a family. I had her move in to do the right thing and things went to hell after that. her mood swings were so bad that she tried to get me to hit her and I wouldn't and she told me to get out. I called friendds and tey said I should take a break from her and let her deside if she realy wanted to be with e or not and that I should stay with them for a few weeks and give her the spae to make that choice. I moved in with a friend and his parents and gave her my address and number and if she wanted to work it out then call me and I would come back.   a few months go by and she never called or answered my calls. after 5 months I said It must be over and I met my X wife thruogh work and started to date her.  One day I got a letter from marybeth my daughters mom telling me that if I don't do as she says that I will nevr see my child.  I saw my daughter when she was a baby, but because I did not get back with her mom, She put father unknown on the birth certificate so I would have no rights over her.   All she wanted was child support  and I agreed to pay it as long as she put me on the birth certificate,she said ok, but then changed her mind and said no. I told her I was going to fight for custody in court.A few days later I was still on parole for beating up the guy who sexualy abused me when I was a kid, So she and her family called my parole officer up and said I was harrasing her and her famly.  Only because I was not on the birth certificate my parol officer said I had no proof I was the father and told me thatr if I tried to contact her or her family I would be sent back to prison.  After I was off parole I seached for her and found out that she had moved and had otten married and no one would tell me where she was .  I was going to file for visitation, But the court has to know where to serve the papers and I dide'nt know where she was or her new name.She hid my daugher from me for over 10 years.she was addoupted and I could'nt do a thing about it. two years before I found her the state of Kansas passed a law that says that if the blood father has had no contact with his child for more than two years the child could be adoupted without the fathers permision..I had all the proof that i tried to be there,but it was small town injustice.  If anyone out there wh is on my space that is under 18 maybe you can give her this DS page and have her contact me, She has a my space account, Her name is Macee from augusta Kansas and tell her thather blood father would love to hear from her.  my name is David Fisher.