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November 14, 2009 10:13am
Yesterday was busy for me at work as I continued on a critical project. But after I left work, things got so much better! I have been following a …
Wilo
10:34pm, September 5, 2009
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About Me
Wilo
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About Me
Out of a 12 year relationship a year ago already, how time passes so fast sometimes. I am trying to recover, trying so hard to forgive myself, and wanting so badly to hear that I am forgiven. Why does it seem to be getting more difficult instead of easier? There is still so much I need to admit and come to terms with. I am also a brain tumor patient of 30 years and slowly losing my hearing. I am a believer and witness of the incredible sciences that medicine has to offer. On the fun side, I am a photographer and I love to laugh. Being positive is a part of me, but sometimes, I remember and am held by the pain.
Out of a 12 year relationship a year ago already, how time passes so fast sometimes. I am trying to recover, trying so hard to forgive myself, and wanting so badly to hear that I am forgiven. Why does it seem to be getting more difficult instead of easier? There is still so much I need to admit and come to terms with. I am also a brain tumor patient of 30 years and slowly losing my hearing. I am a believer and witness of the incredible sciences that medicine has to offer. On the fun side, I am a
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Photography, music, Information Technology, and ...
Photography, music, Information Technology, and ...
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November 14
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Wilo wrote a journal entry: Live from Boulder ... 10:13am
Yesterday was busy for me at work as I continued on a critical project. But after I left work, things…
November 3
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Wilo gave doggielovergirl a hug 9:28am
Hi - nice to see you are EXCELLENT! I have a new friend here. Here name is ezura and is on my friends…
August 7
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Wilo turned 49 12:00am
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Traveling on my life's train
November 1, 2009 11:48pm
Time goes by so fast sometimes. It just doesn't seem possible that so many months have passed and those have turned into years now. What brought …
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Another day
October 17, 2009 3:16pm
Another day ...
It's funny how I am so busy creating my cause and bringing it to life. I know it will be really exciting once it come to …
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The outcome
October 12, 2009 10:08am
What do I want out of helping someone to hear? After making the music video, it became very clear that I needed to make this my cause. Helping people …
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I’m With You
hey god to hear good 4 u, I do not get on much have not been on for many months actually, love to you and many bright smiling days
Hug
Wilo, just a big hug your way. I haven't been here in so long, but it's always in my mind. I see you have found love again, or getting there.
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Thanks!!! You too!!
I believe with all the support you guys giving me, I know I can walk that through!!
You too... let's start our new journey and become better life!! :) -
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I am doing well....sorry i havent been on for so long. I ve soooo busy. In a way its kinda nice that i m being social away from the computer. I mean dont get me wrong I love DS!
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there is a hug in this present hope you are ok
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Support Groups
Close Breakups & Divorce
I was in what i thought was a beautiful relationship for the last 12 years. And then a month ago, I made a remark that I deeply regret now. Since that time my girlfriend has not talked to me. She won't answer my calls, email, or the door. I was blind sided by this sudden turn in our relationship. I won't say I was perfect, but I love my friend and cherish her deeply and would never do anything intentionally to hurt her in any way. We have had other problems like everyone else.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Not Working
- I am a forgiving person, but it's now out of my hands. I am waiting and hoping that I have not lost my friend.
- Love Not Working
- There is no communication right now. No response from my friend. All of a sudden I don't exist.
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- At least to help me understand, I read through Lost Love. It has some great insight, but I can't make it work without my friend.
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- It's already been a month with no word. I honestly hope that time is all that my friend needs to wade through the confusion and hurt that i caused.
Close Brain / CNS Tumors
Type: MeningiomaI am a very experienced person of Meningiomas and the aggressive treatment and living with them. I am a success story.
Treatments
- Chemotherapy Working / Worked
- I have been on a chemotherapy drug for 10 years now, and it appears to be working.
- Gamma Knife Working / Worked
- Not real sure whether this treatment worked or not, but I like to think it did. I am a survivor.
- Surgery, Brain Working / Worked
- I have had invasive surgery twice and liked this the least because of what it did to me. But I am still okay. The surgery worked but it has some risks and complications.
Open Hearing Loss & Deafness
Type: Sensorineural (Mild)My friend (maybe former) has a profound hearing loss. But now I am slowly losing my hearing because of tumors on my auditory nerves.
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- Sign Language Working / Worked
- I learned sign language so that I could communicate with my friend. I love the language. Now I use it to sing to you ...
Open Anxiety
My last relationship has really messed me up. Today I find myself almost afraid of being alone, I can't be alone. I panic when I call a friend or family member and they don't answer - then I am alone and it really bothers me. I am not taking any medication for this, don't know that I want to.
Open Loneliness
After my 12 year relationship broke off, now I find myself with lots of anxious times, now I feel so lonely that it's overwhelming sometimes. Other times I feel fine and look forward to the new.
Treatments
- Humex Somewhat Helpful
