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for the first time in 27 years, I am without my partner, my best friend, the father of my children, my lover...will I ever get over this? I don't think so...but I have to get through it...I just pray God brings me another loving, kind, wonderful man, because I know that will help me a great deal...I can't understand why God would take someone as young as my husband. We were trying so hard to find out what was wrong with him. Maybe God needed another angel, but I wish he would have taken me instead.
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I've handled much in my life...but what I"m going through now seems unbearable. I am turning into a pessimist. I am disappointed in myself for many reasons. I am disappointed that my marriage and finances have ended up this way. I'm not sure there is such a thing as happiness. Life is just filled with sorrow, pain, and disappointment. My faith in God is dwindling. Now I am wondering if He truly does care about me. My prayers go unanswered.
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Some prayers are best gone unanswered . . . though at the present time we do not understand . . . life is a journey which teaches us many lessons . . . and some of us have to "learn the hard way" by being cursed with depression . . . so give it time and it will pass. . . . Peace be with yout. . .
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You're right about unanswered prayers, but this particular prayer...selling our house...has got to be answered. I believe everything is in God's timing...but gee whiz, it's been on the market since May of last year. Yep, life is a journey all right...mine's been mostly full of bumps and potholes. Why do some people seem so blessed while others experience many failures and disappointments? I am so envious of people like Meryl Streep...she's had a tremendous amount of success in her career as an actress. Why is she so blessed? Why does she get to experience so much happiness and success in this life and other people experience much hardship and sadness? I just don't get it. God Bless you!
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