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Terin2002 
Im Laying here in bed listening to the thunder roll like angels bowling up in heaven and lightning light up the night sky like the 4th of july . Rain running of the rough like the tears pouring off my face ,feeling lifeless in pain with nothing to help other then tuffing it out until my pain ends .Im laying here wishing theres something you could do it to help it other then curling up in my blankets tight praying with all that i can not to have cancer .I always wish and pray for once to be pain free I try to do only what my body can handle when inside im hurting in pain knowing thats a big burdin to carry for a person like me but my most fear about this is not only my tumors getting bigger but turning cancerous and poor medical help .Some people who have always knew me and about me having neurofibromatosis asks me if it ever scares me about it taking my life ,it has never scared me on taking my life cause i know in my heart if it does i will be with my family watching over my loved ones of family and friends here on earth . But i hope in my heart for once to be pain free but until god decids when its my time im going to live with all that i can handle and not to have anymore troubles and to be here all that i can for the ones i love most of family and friends , loved ones here on earth .But i hope and pray with all my heart can hold is to be pain free cause that is where i would like to be.
