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jenny81 
well its tuesday... two more days to go and its round three for surgery. i always find myself getting super nervous before these things even though i know its the right choice for me. this has been such a difficult road and the pain sometimes is too much to handle. i wish i could just take my mind off of it and pretend it doesnt exist but it does. i spend so much of my life trying to smile and act like im ok so i dont have to deal with everyone else and what they have to say about it. the pain has been pretty bad off and on but at least its not all the time. i hope this lap brings some more relief and i pray that i do start feeling better.
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Hope you feel better after your surgery. I too have been very nervous before any surgeries I have had. I will be thinking about you and pray you feel better. It helps me to think that before I know it they will be waking me up and surgery will be over
Sistersusie
I am thinking of you and praying for you through your surgery. Try to think positive thoughts-imagine yourself waking up and feeling relieved from the pain. I know the pain is absolutely excrutiating and we are all heroes for dealing with this every day. I truly hope you find some relief from your pain. Best wishes to you
Lexi85