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jenny81 
well here it goes... its been some time now since i last wrote. i feel like ive been through so much. my endometriosis is getting worse. i feel horrible all the time and never want to do anything. im constantly sad and in pain and i just feel like non of my friends understand. i have managed to screw myself money wise again and im so dissapointed in myself. im just plain over feeling this way. work drains me, by the time i get home im so beat i just want to lay on the couch and rest. i had an appointment with a new doctor and she is really nice but it was so depressing. i have to get back on birth control and i have no idea which route to take. im not putting a damn implant or shot into my body and the pill and believe me ive taken just about all of them make me feel so damn sick all the time. the last pill they had me on pretty much made me feel like my body was shutting down on me and i had to go see my GP becuase i was so sick and missing work. but of course the doctor says i have to "deal" with the side effects and choose a birth control. if i knew which one was the best for me dont you think i would be on it. shouldnt that be the doctor's job to help assess the situation and guide you in choosing meds. its just so frustrating!!
