westwind's Journal

One person has ereased in the matter of nine and half hours of total exposure to this individual what it took two and a half months for me to achive. At the cost of three weeks of vacation, then an operation with three weeks recovery time, and then two weeks of working part time due to illness and procedures the whole thing has been robbed from me and I want it back! Taking that long to reduce my stress levels and having it taken from me within such a small time frame is beyond my comprehension! It wasn't a matter of allowiing it to be done, but it was stolen and taken away without the ability to safe guard and protect it. The man sucks the living life out of you within five minutes of contact and your felt defenseless and you have zero ability to regain what was taken. Not even sleep can help you regain some of your calm...not with the lawn men working outside your window with leaf blowers cranked up on high and other machinery to grind up all the debris.

I was suppose to be able to leave early all this week and it hasn't happened! I will in the morning! I'm sorry Penny but you're on your own in the morning. I need to regain what has been stolen because I'm totally pissed off about it being taken away. Just one more night after tonight and I'm outta here! You can take this job and shove it, cuz I don't work here nomore! That transfer better get moving or there will be death and it won't be mine.