westwind's Journal

I know that Abba once released a song called the Dancing Queen but I feel as if I'm the all time queen of drama. I feel as if I'm in this vortex and all of this drama whether deserved or not comes flying out of nowhere and lands on me and starts eating away at my mind, body, soul and spirit. It has got and needs to stop! I know I handle a great deal of life's crap but this has got to stop! Do you hear me God? Just cut the extra drama that is placed upon me by others and give me my share to leave me alone you evil drama vehicle. Exit my life and go suck someobody else into your vortex and make them insane the way you been doing to me for the past 14-16 years if not longer.  I guess you're having too much fun seeing me jump through hoops and over anything and everything but aren't you bored? I sure as hell am! And it needs to stop. So God please, find this evil doer and zap him or her equal opportunity person here and zap them good and please give me the much needed peace that I require and need to get well, regain my emotional well being and physical well being and then we'll sit down at the bargaining table and discuss another set of terms of life's drama. Give the damn tiara to someone else, it's messing up my hair!