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westwind 
1:15am, November 4, 2009
God I know that you are a very busy person but I guess you didn't get me e-mail from yesterday. I asked you to make sure that everything went okay at the doctor's this afternoon and you and that wacky sense of humor just had to play a prank on me didn't you? Well, as it turns out I have an appointment tomorrow morning with a surgeon...yes, that's right! I have to have my gall bladder removed very soon, then on Tuesday I have to go for a consultation with another doctor for and EDG and my favorite a colonoscopy to done at the same time. One going down and one coming up, both ends at the same time! Very funny God, while you know very well that I'm going to try to escape this place, but no, you have to make sure that I stick around in a job that's driving me over the edge in order to keep the insurance, in a house that's being remodled and with my relatives landing in on me! What else have you got up your sleeve for me?
Isn't it about time that you gave me a break from all the damn drama in my life? As my old shrink said when we met last week, you've had enough drama for five lifetimes, and as my brother finally said, someone in the damn family finally admits that I have had way to much to bear...his exact words were, "Jon you have had too much shit in your life" got that right brother dear, but it ain't over till it's over or the fat lady sings, so honey, wherever you are, get those pipes warmed up and start singinig because I seriously don't know how much more crap I can take!
I know, I know, you only give us as much as we can take, but for Your sake make it stop! Please!!!! Can I get an amen?
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Oh, God, Amen! I can't believe it.... Jon, just hang in there and you'll get through it. We are all rooting for you. I will say a prayer for you and maybe more than just one! I know, I know, this shit all seems to happen at the same time. It affects us about 100 times more than it affects "regular" people, whatever they are... I don't really think that there are ANY regular people, Jon. Just detach from the family as much as you can. Listen to MUSIC THAT CALMS YOU ALL THE TIME FOR A WHILE, UNTIL YOU'RE THROUGH IT AND CAN LEAVE!
Love & Hugs,
Judith
SFWriter
I actually GASPED, Jon. You could look at it that God is helping you through this at a time when you can handle it better (you still have insurance). I say, let your relatives know that you are having procedures done and to LEAVE YOU ALONE..Too bad that SF and I are so far away, we would come over and clear the area and take care of business and you, too!!
An extra special hug today,
Love,
Jan
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