westwind's Journal

Well here it is Friday afternoon and yet again life is moving forward. The auctioneer came this morning and yes he is gay and his lover is even cuter and younger than him, a three way perhaps...way too much information Jon. :) So everything is gone! All the big pieces are out of the house or waiting to be paid for by relatives and the auction is sometime in September and when that happens there will nothing tying me to this place other than family and trust me, they aren't worth the bother. I've had it with them and yes...you guessed it, they are coming again! I thought that they would be here over Labor Day holiday...which I have to work and my last week of work and we would pass in the night but nooooooo! They are arriving on my Thursday that I get off and will be here a whole bloody week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Give me strength, give me valium, give me anything to block out their bullshit and I have nowhere to go and will have to face them for seven days straight. Oh boy, will be popping the meds even more. But hey whatever it takes to make it through it without showing my ass as they say in the south. 

I have found that I don't miss the material things, they don't matter anymore and from a former shopping junkie and silver and crystal and everything nice kind of queen, that's a major thing. Material things aren't what matters. I see so many people buyinig stuff especially before the economy took a crapper and many people still hanging on to things that make them feel important and speciqal and just smile to myself and go you just don't get it do you? They never will and that's not my concern but it is such a waste of time and money.

What is important is love, family...if you can handle them and friends and the love of a good dog or any pet for that matter. Get your needs met and God will take care of you.

I feel terrible for people who are losing their homes to foreclousre and everything else but the greedy bastards and shareholders are the one responsible for the mess that we are in. I don't know how they can sleep at night, but hey, it's obvious that they don't care, never did and still don't with their million dollar bonus coming in with our bailout money.

Wow! Don't know where all that came from, must be hanging around in my head. Shut up Jon and just be happy that you are moving forward with your life...finally and enjoy the ride for all it is worth...WHICH I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just wish I could cut back on cigarettes, hacking up a lung every morning isn't fun, but once back at work I will slow down! 

Shut up you babbling eee-git as my Irish Rose would say!