westwind's Journal

I was speaking with my shrink aka carpenter, yesterday and he said something that made me happy, smile and lighten my footsteps: He informed me that I had beaten my cousin at his own game. I thought about this for a while and realized he was right. He can no longer call the shots regarding my life or presence in this one-horse town. What an eye-opener! Beaten at your own game by somebody you didn't think had it in him and to be truthful either did I after all the distruction that has been caused by my living in his house and hometown, but not anymore! He is powerless over me and for that my friends is reason to party! Yahoo! I don't mean to be spiteful, oh shut up Jon...yes you do, okay then, but it is nice to win one for a change.

I'm on a roll lately and will ride the wave for as long as I can, enjoy twice as much and know that things are falling apart, but in a good way around me and it's about time! The brick walls that have been placed around me by myself and others are losing their strength and their foundations are weakening so when it comes to driving through them in mid-September the damage to my Liberty will be small, or maybe by then the walls will have totally fallen down and I will just drive over the rubble! 

I have dedided to give my shrink an antique of mine that I hold very dearly to, it was made by my great-grandfather on my maternal side of the family and it's an Arts and Crafts grandfather clock stand. I love this piece! But for all that he has put up with with my rantings, ravings and bitch sessions he deserves it. He will take great care of it and I truly believe that my Mother would of approve of where it is ending up. So thank you...shrink, aka carpenter, aka Richard, you've been a beacon in the darkness! Enjoy and take good care of it!