westwind's Journal

Don't like Mondays but my day of dread is Thursday. They really need to remove this day from the calender totally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Instead of others causing problems on this day like my bosses it was me that created a major problem. At least I'll give myself the credit for trashing yet another Thursday. I haven't suffered a major meltdown like the past two work Thursdays but this was a good one and I'll hear all about it come Monday morning when I have to go in on my day off for my evaluation. Both bosses will be there to rake me over the coals and it just cements my firm believe that I have got to get out of here and fast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just can't keep on feeling like shit about myself whether it is caused by others or myself and I need to do something that I can take pride in, not screw up or think I knkow better when apparently I don't. Enough is enough Jon. Give it up and just keep your mouth shut, and your eyes open at work and let everything fall apart regardless and don't try to improve or make other peoples lives better when you can't even handle your own! I was going to save the announcement of my quitting until the end of the month but I will inform them on Monday. They just hired a sub who doesn't want to work!? What the hell is the point, so them finding someone to work third, why is third shift when it starts at 12 AM?, it should be first, stop splitting hairs...is going to be a real challange. But that isn't my concern!

Just let it go Jon, and try to enjoy the holiday weekend!