westwind's Journal

A quiet sense of calm and well being has engulfed the house since she left and I must say as much as I enjoy the new energy of the house its a bit unsettling. I didn't realize how addicted to all of the damn drama that she created until I found myself getting wound up about absolutely nothing. I usually leave here tighter than an old-fashion wind up watch that has been wound too tightly, so my mind needed the stimulation and so did my body, so I got on some damn wild horse about something mundane and finally realized what I was doing and going through. So, I vowed to bring a bottle of Absolut to work tonight just in case. :) :) :).

The important things are that you realized what was happening before it got way out of hand, put a stop to it and can now stop it before it starts. Such a drama queen! Addicted to drama? Is there a 12 step program for this? God, I hope not!