westwind's Journal

As one of my goals was to get a sex life again I can say to some extent that I got lucky over the weekend. Not physically mind you but mentally. I had some weird sex dreams that I usually never have and these were not my usual sex dreams either.

Dream one occurred on Sunday night and I was suspended from chains, there were whips, a gag, a leather face mask and much more. I have zero desire for pain during something that is suppose to bring sensual pleasure, not juding, just not my cup of tea. I'll admit, I do like some lite bondage from time and again, but with, someone trusted and loved.

Second dream occured Monday night, it was even weirder than the first. I was the secret love slave of former VP AL Gore! Now, I'm a registered Republican, but vote Democrate, hey, why not fuck with their heads, they fuck us over enough, but I digress. We were at my borther's first house in Michigan and I spoke with him and told him that I needed to see him tonight. He agreed, then we were whisked away to my families log cabin on the South Shore of Lake Superior and Al's wife Tippy or whatever was there and she was trying to redecorate a log cabin in the virgin forest with this irradscent gauze type material for the window treatments...tacky! Even Marth Stewart would have more of a clue and I hate that woman. Needless to say, Al and I never got it on. I woke up to her flounching fabric around the windows and Al and I looking at one another and qiuetly saying...."What is her deal?" "Doesn't she realize that that's tacky??"

So even if it is only in my dreams at least I have gotten to experience some sort of sexual gratification. So, I'll increase my goal and have high hopes that it just might happen.

Hope springs eternal!!!!!!!!