westwind's Journal

Well this morning I got my first glimps of my future...I heard through an confused source that my relatives are moving back in January. My stomach did an immediate flip-flop but then pulled myself together and said "so it shall be". Not sure if it's true or not but will face the challange head on and deal with it as it comes.

My greatest coping skill for this unsetteling challange is that I'm no longer afraid! All of the stress that I placed upon myself last year no longer affects me. Thank God! That's not to say as the time approaches that it won't return but for now I am at peace with this and trying my hardest to appreciate its newness and finally get the chance to get out of here once and for all and start my life a new without the chains that bind.