Panini

About Me

My name is Ashley, Im 22 and I have a2 year old and 1 old daughter. I figured I would join this site to get some support for my past issues . It seems like when it rains it pours and Im trying to pick up the pieces of my life to be a better mother to my kids and just to be a better person in life. Ive been abused in many ways but I dont want it to make who I am, I need to know im more then the pain.I want to be able to truly live and be happy. I want to learn about myself again and what makes me smile, what I like to do for fun .. just little things that will make a huge difference. Most important I want to heal the little girl in me who has been abused so deeply. I know everyday she still aches and I want to help her stand again, I want to bring the life back to her and be friends with her. I dont want to fight life anymore. So Hopefully this site can help me out. Im really open and willing to talk to anyone. So anyone can message me if they feel like talking. I like to try to be a support to others if I can.. =]---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------> "After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean possession and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an adult not the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure that you really are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and you learn..." By Veronica A. Shoffstall

My name is Ashley, Im 22 and I have a2 year old and 1 old daughter. I figured I would join this site to get some support for my past issues . It seems like when it rains it pours and Im trying to pick up the pieces of my life to be a better mother to my kids and just to be a better person in life. Ive been abused in many ways but I dont want it to make who I am, I need to know im more then the pain.I want to be able to truly live and be happy. I want to learn about myself again and what makes me