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About Me
solostmilla
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About Me
I can not believe I am a widow already. I loss my husband whom was my best friend in February of 2008. He was in a tragic car accident & I found out from watching the news. The loss of my husband has changed me & its hard for me to focus. Life without my soulmate is so overwhelming. I don't know how I can go on without him but I'm here.
I can not believe I am a widow already. I loss my husband whom was my best friend in February of 2008. He was in a tragic car accident & I found out from watching the news. The loss of my husband has changed me & its hard for me to focus. Life without my soulmate is so overwhelming. I don't know how I can go on without him but I'm here.
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Spending time with my 2 children. They are the ones that keep me going right now and chatting with my new friends on Ds - THANK U FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT!!!!
Spending time with my 2 children. They are the ones that keep me going right now and chatting with my
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YOU ALSO MILLA. HAPPY THANKSGIVING! i MISS TALKING WITH YOU. bIG hUG, sHARON
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Hi I have been good still ups and downs. I'm stay busy with work trying not to think alot. but i just can't help wishing Mark was still here. Somedays when I;m at my lows i say to myself i wish i had my life back with him. It just never goes away. I put on a happy face and go on but i still ache inside. How have you been i have missed you also and all my friends here at DS
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im ok now.. and you know milla i never foget you.. I overdosed on 35 klonipin and a half bottle of ibeprohen and some xanaflex about a month ago.. and ended up in jail, for cussing at some bitch nurse! I had a good atourney though and the charges were dropped. I am going to counseling with a REAL PHD, every monday, and seeing my new psychiastric reguallry. he said I am suffering from severe ptsd. He has me on wellbutrin, litheum, valium and restoril. which still inst making me sleep.
I pray you are doing well!!
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Happy Halloween. You haven' been on in a few days. Hope your doing o.k.
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseI loss my husband February of this year. We had so many plans that we didnt get a chance to fulfill. We really thought we were gonna grow old together. My life has changed for the worst and I feel like a part of me died with him. I would not wish my pain on my worst enemy...It hurts so bad!! I have not missed a day without crying since that day.
Treatments
- Crying Too Soon to Tell
- Getting Angry Not Working
- SOME DAYS I GET SO MAD AND I ASK GOD... WHY?
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- WHEN I'M WORKING I DON'T HAVE THE TIME TO THINK AS MUCH ABOUT HOW LOST I AM WITHOUT MY HUSBAND.
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- Remembering Working / Worked
- WE HAD SO MANY GOOD TIMES TOGETHER. WE GOT ALONG PERFECTLY WE HAD NOTHING TO ARGRUE ABOUT. EVERYTHING I WANTED IN A HUSBAND GOD SENT IT TO ME.I WILL NEVER FORGET HIS BEAUTIFUL SMILE IT MADE MY DAY
- Support from Friends & Family Considering
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I TALK ABOUT MY HUSBAND EVERY SINGLE DAY. IT IS HARD NOT TO.
Close Widows & Widowers
I LOST THE ONLY MAN I EVER TRULY LOVED IN FEBRUARY 2008. I FEEL LIKE I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY AGAIN SINCE HE PASSED AWAY. HE WAS THE 1ST THING I WOKE UP TO IN THE MORNING TO MAKE ME SMILE NOW ITS HARD TO SMILE AGAIN.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
Open Shopping Addiction
I have been extremely depressed since the loss of my husband and I shop for my home and kids. It makes me feel ok just for that moment but the pain still is there even afer buying these things. I have been so stupid.
