tumor?? scared??? unsure?? help!
March 20, 2008 12:37pm
sooo, i went to the dr today, n she is worried about my health. with all this dizziness n headaches n my right ear going in n out of hearing. so she …
Progress
5 %
wishing4hope
-
About Me
wishing4hope
-
About Me
Well im Amanda and im 19 I live at home with my mom and dad and my older brother just moved back. I have 2 dogs dee-dee and boo-boo I feel they are the only ones I can talk to and they dont judge me or say any thing back they just sit there and try to give me licks on face to clear my tears.
Well im Amanda and im 19 I live at home with my mom and dad and my older brother just moved back. I have 2 dogs dee-dee and boo-boo I feel they are the only ones I can talk to and they dont judge me or say any thing back they just sit there and try to give me licks on face to clear my tears.
-
Interests
hmmmmm i love Johnny depp!!! lol im obsessed even maybe! i like to watch law n order svu, mariska hargety is such a good actress! my fav show is criminal minds tho! OMG its the best, dr spencer reid lol love him! i like to write poetry it my passion! hmmmm i like kenny chesney! im going to c him in may lol may 10 to b exact! i can not wait!!!! oh n i dont like guys rite now lol n NO im not a lesbian im jus living the single life for now!
hmmmmm i love Johnny depp!!! lol im obsessed even maybe! i like to watch law n order svu, mariska hargety
-
-
Recent Activity
- Sorry, there is no activity in the My Activity feed.
-
Journal
-
This entry is private
-
Journal Entry for February 21, 2008
February 21, 2008 11:50am
so things are okay, im sick n have a fever BLAH~!
but im still excited for may its too far away~!!!!
hmm im soo lonely tho.... men r jus so over …
-
Journal Entry for February 16, 2008
February 16, 2008 11:40am
i think his tractors sexy................
so i havent wrote in a very long time! heres wats up~!
ive had a really had …
-
Journal Entry for September 7, 2007
September 7, 2007 11:46am
.............dying to b thin,
so wats wrong with the world today?, why must we think we need to b thin to b great, to b beautiful. to b …
-
-
Hugbook
Hug
Cheer Up. You like Johnny Depp. Maybe you would like this video, I made it a few years ago :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i39...
Hug
Courage, dear. You have a long life ahead. Johnny Depp rules, yes! Nicolas Cage, too.
Hug
whats new huggs and smiles,
-
Hug
so how goes life at home for ya these days, seen and good scary moives, how has the summer been for ya, so far, life is swell here and work is work, and been helping the folks with yard work some, but it seems we have been geting some afternoon rain storms, have a wonderful week, hugs and smiles.
Hug
*huggles* hope you feel better soon x
-
Photos
-
Advertisement -
Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
I was raped by my ex-fiance. we had some drinks at his house so i stayed there for the night but he was actin mean n yellin and wat not. so i jus wanted to go to bed. but then he got worse and he proceeded to rape me. i cant get it out of my head and i cant get past it. im drivin myself to a severe depression n jus want to die i havent told no1 yet and im not sure it i should so i decided to join this.
Close Rape
i was raped by my x fiance its been hard dealin with it and i dunno how to move on~! and he doesnt even act like he did something rong or even care the pain hes caused
Open Self-Injury
Ive been going through alot and im a cutter~! im not proud of it n i wish the feelins would go away so i would stop doing it and stop thinking about it all the time~!
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have depression and have for years. i use to never admit it, and i use to try and cover it up but when someone noticed cuts on my wrists my parents got involved. its been a struggle and being raped didnt help it. but noone knows about the rape. i stoped therapy and i dont know why.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: Anorexiawow! so i was bulimic. but i became anorexic in the process. i dont kno how to talk bout it. ive lost so much weight sooo fast recelty too. n now im jus keep on losing it. avoidin food is like comfort to me. its almost sickenin to think about. its living hell literally!
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- we havent talked bout it, too scared to admit it?
Open Tourette Syndrome & Tic Disorders
i was jus diagnosed a couple of weeks ago. my psycatrist said its rare that noone hasnt noticed it before now.....
Treatments
- Concerta Too Soon to Tell
- jus started it......
