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daisymom 
8:01pm, August 23, 2009
I sat down today to start reassessing my anger and to try to vent. In a minute or 2 I found i was listening to other people and trying to help them. That really took the focus off of me and replaced it with a kinder more gentle DaisyMom.
I had a really sad weekend when it finally dawned on me, my dad isn't really there for me.
He spent 3 days at my house for a 1st communion celebration, then went on to spend 8 days with my step brother.
I was sad. Not only because he didn't spend that much time with me, but also...I decided
I really didn't want to spend time with him. Both him and my step Mom seemed to be redoing my home to what they thought it should be. Then they undercut my authority by interfereing in my disciplinary actions with my son.
Way to go.
I amready to let go of them now. Sadly, It will take months to recover from this, but I will.
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gosh....
I had such headache today. I hope I am not getting sick, I am not prone to headaches usually, however this one knocked me out. I really didn't do very much today. The day was a wash!
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