update
June 2, 2009 11:09pm
hey whats up? so update...i have been moved out for 2 months..life is ok...im a total scrwe up but ill live...my best friend is my roommate and …
Goal Completed on May 18, 09
goldenboy1 
1:54pm, August 17, 2009
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About Me
goldenboy1
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About Me
hey my name is jake or jacob, whatever you prefer. i was raised strictly southern baptist, my dad is a pastor, and have recently "came out" to my parents and close friends. i love hanging with my friends because they are so accepting. if only i could say the same for the rest of my family. i was diagnosed with teen depression and anxiety disorder in april of last year. by reading my journals you will see it has been a trying year.
hey my name is jake or jacob, whatever you prefer. i was raised strictly southern baptist, my dad is a pastor, and have recently "came out" to my parents and close friends. i love hanging with my friends because they are so accepting. if only i could say the same for the rest of my family. i was diagnosed with teen depression and anxiety disorder in april of last year. by reading my journals you will see it has been a trying year.
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i LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!! they are my true heroes. i love hanging with them, eating lol, and reading and movies
i LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!! they are my true heroes. i love hanging with them, eating lol, and reading and
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Journal Entry for May 18, 2009
May 18, 2009 3:54pm
i did it! thank you to everyone who supported me thru this last year of high school.
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ok this is it
May 7, 2009 7:37pm
i graduate on may 16...i have no more classes left...only graduation practice...im so close i can taste it lol
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ugh...i hate high school!!!!!!!
April 2, 2009 1:40am
ok so i got a job last week....wohoo! whatever it should be exciting right? well aparently not. my third day 100 dollars was missing from the cash …
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yet another day
April 1, 2009 3:14am
.....as i said, yet another day in my life. started off fine...did school, had lunch with mom...back to school. but my second time i left with the …
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A weekend rainbow for you GB. Hope all is well for you and yours. {{HUGS}} too!
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Big {{HUGS}} to you today GB. Hey I spent my childhood summers in Cary, Georgia. Right in the middle of no where down by Warner Robins. What an adventure for a west coast kid. Hope all is well for you!
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hey :) its been awhile. How have u been?
I’m With You
You aren't alone. I'm here for you.
Dan
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Sending good thoughts your way Jake. Hope you had a great day.
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
so like i said...super christian. i have been in two different rehabilitation centers but im much better than i was. i have friends who would do anthing for me now so thats awesome. im am gay...no doubt about it lol and no matter how my parents feel thats how it is
Treatments
- Art Not Working
- i stink at painting but love taking pics
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- my friends and family say to pray..so far not much help
- Music Working / Worked
- i tried many instrument but i stink...but listening to it is my only out
- Pets Not Working
- i have a kitten...shes cool but that dont make me feel better
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- didnt work
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- all my friends are amazing!!!
- Talking Working / Worked
- if i can vent i feel soo much better
- Writing Working / Worked
- i started writting a book about whats going on and what i think will happen if i come out
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- defeinety can help
Close Teen Sexuality
i was raised beleiving that homosexuality was a choice and so every day i make the choice not to be...but i feel if i dont do something soon i may try to end it...end everything
Open Self-Injury
well it wasnt normal til lately ive been considering suicide but ive started to cut and i love it..the other day i was running and i passed a barbed wire fence...i stopped and ran my arm over it...it was amazing it was the only pain i could control...but i used a knife 2nite
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
Yeah im a smoker...i started last april and i joined a band as lead and really need to quit
Treatments
- Hard Candy Not Working
- Nicotine Gum Not Working
- Willpower Not Working
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
oh my, what all can i say? i was raised super christian. i just came out a few months ago after a fight with depression. im kinda alone. i have a few friends and my bestie is a lesbian. things are better now. i just moved out of my parents house. kinda scary but very liberating. anything else just ask
