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NiteLite 
Hi Hope just wanted to let you know that today was a crazy day. My face hurt really bad from the TN then I had some one lie to me which really upset me and made the pain worse. It hurts when someone lies and tries to destroy your mariage with it. I thought the person was a friend I will keep that person at a distance.
I wound up having to take some old meds cause otherwise i would have been @ the hospital asking them to rip my face off the lower half anyway. My eyes felt like they were going to pop out of me head from the pain and tightness in my face. This was an involuntary clench.
Tonight I still have pain but after taking 2 trazodone and 1 nuerontin I can kinda sorta handle it. I have ate one meal today and the rest has been water and apple sauce. I am about to go back on whey protein shakes to get some protein in my system. I don't like Whey but somthing has to be done.
Today I have dran over 96 oz of water in the last 24 hours and part of one soda with my chicken sandwich and fries. The small crispy chicken delux combo and a 5 piece chicken nugget. Of course since it hurt 2 eat I gave my doggies part of the food.
I am doing alright at least I can eat some there have been times when I couldn't eat anything. My face feels swollen but I don't want to know how much so I haven't looked at it & I have the burning sensation in my face so I have been pouring sweat the last 2 days as I am going thru episodes of the burning fire sensation we call face fire.
I am trying to stay positive.
Hopefully I will right to you soon again Hope. I named my journal Hope to hopefully inspire me & remind me to keep hope alive.
Blessed be,
Nitelite
