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Depression has set in again. How do I know? I mean really...HOW do I know because I have been unhappy for so long how do I know the difference between being generally unhappy or being depressed? I know because it is noon and I have done absolutely nothing but sit here all morning. Oh. Well...it's really just been a couple of hours because I slept until almost 10 AM. Ridiculous. I am wasting my life. Luckily, my daughter had friends sleep over last night, so she has been happily playing all morning. We are going to the pool after lunch. I will get up in a minute and go through the paces of living. But I think it's time to maybe seek some professional help again. I feel that dark cloud hovering. When my divorce becomes final in a couple of months I have a feeling it will take everything I have just to survive emotionally. I can't shut down...I have a daughter to think about.
I wish I didn't love my husband anymore. it would make my life so much easier.
