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LoddyA 
I keep changing my mind about Mubeen.Now it is about 2:30 in the morning and I'm waiting for him to come online.He had to go to another city for work yesterday,and so probably didn't get back until late.I can't sort out my feelings for him.One moment I love him,the next I want to run from him.We had begun referring to each other as "husband" and "wife" because of our commitment to each other.Part of me really wants to go to Pakistan and part of me is afraid.
