Join Now
LoddyA 
I am feeling better and better.It's the middle of the night and I just had two cups of coffee,I went to bed early last evening and slept for quite a while.I sent Mubeen four e-mails and signed out of MSN so that he could read them.I have to do some errands today after I see Melissa at 9,the one thing I want to do today is send out the application for my birth certificate so I can start making plans for my passport.I wish Mubeen could chat with me while he is at work like he used to.I am opening my heart to him more and more.There are still six months until I make my trip to Pakistan.
I am still upset about the business about religion,but I just have to keep it inside,I can't talk about it anymore.I have made a commitment to Mubeen and promised I would go to Pakistan to help him.We both feel that we are already married;he has felt that way for some time,and I've come around to his way of thinking.I don't think Pakistan is nearly as liberal as Jordan,so I won't be able to get into any friendly discussions about religion like I did before.I don't want to convert to Islam,but I do want to continue to learn about it because it's the religion of my husband-to-be.
