Journal Entry for April 30, 2008
Thought i had cracked it but NO.
I have been terrible with my ed, i feel so bad which in turn makes me want to eat.
I have bought some self help …
I am a working mother of two in a second relationship with 5 kids between us. I am an outgoing person who enjoys socialising, going to the gym,
I am a working mother of two in a second relationship with 5 kids between us. I am an outgoing person who enjoys socialising, going to the gym,
Thought i had cracked it but NO.
I have been terrible with my ed, i feel so bad which in turn makes me want to eat.
I have bought some self help …
yesterday was my first day in months were i didn't binge, i feel so pleased with myself
After my evening meal i did feel …
Today i promised myself i would not be beaten by my ed, i started the day by making my packup and organising my snacks.
Had my breakfast …
Today has already started out bad i can't believe it what am i doing to myself, just binged, now i feel disgusted with myself. I know …
Well today is a new day and i feel positive , lets hope i can stay like that . I have organised myself with pack up and snacks, working …
Hang in there
Just remember, you control what you put in your body - don't let your cravings or feelings of insecurity control you and how you eat. You are a beautiful person.
hugs
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my eating disorders started when i was a teenager,i had developed at 11 i started to believed i was fat! i began to miss breakfast and throw my packed lunch in the bin, i wouldn't let people see me eat. My evening meal i would push around my plate and eat as little as my parents would let me get away with.i went down to six and a half stone.Then every thing changed i started work and began to get confident started to eat and the weight went on at a rapid speed,i developed bulimia
In a 2nd relationship, i have 2 children and he has 3, we were great together but things have gone badly wrong and we cant seem to work things out , i am so desperatly unhappy but i can't believe we have reached this point. When we are on our own we are great but as soon as the children are around everything changes. He adores his children , which is how it should be but he treats mine differently and of course i won't have that he agrees that i am very good with his children. need advice