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Seconchance 
9:38pm, October 17, 2008
I love all of my friends! But i wonder if they truley undertsnad me. I hate when i have to go weeks with out talking to a firend and then they only talk to me when i ask them what is up?? I take time out for everyone !! Liek my family i have a 2 year old little boy and my brothers never send him anythinf for christmas!! that makes me upset cause He don't get anything from his dads family at all! I mean don't get me wrong it isn't about what he gets i cou care less all i wish for is a little card saying they love him!! Or a phone call!! I always always give to my neieces and nethews!! Every occassion!! So why do i do it?? Because i love them! Does that mena they don't love him?? And His dad's family only seen him because i brough him to their provonce and paid my own way there!! And his dad didn't even want anything to do with him! He called me on teh phone when i was there and aske me where the &&^&^&^&&*^&*&^ i was so he ould come and take his kid!! And he was a year old then who never meet his dad! I said absolutly not that my friends Wanda was gonna bring him to him to see!! And he freaked called me everything under the book and said if i wasn't gonna be there the he didn't want to see the &&&&*^&^&^&*^ id as he called him! That when i lost it on him and said the ^&&*(** Kid has a name and his name is CHANCE and he is your son and we haven't talked since and that was last year! Same with his whole family!! Well his sister use to talk to me on Facebook and tell me abouter kids and to check out her pics but never said anything about he onlynewpthew!! SO i decded to give up and not send them anymore pics!! When they are ready maybe then i'll change my mind!! But if they wanted anything to do with my son i would have never moved away from them i told them all that before i oved!! SO who is teh bad person here me????? ahhhhhhhhhhhhh someone help me!! SO i have been caring for my son from day 1!! alllllllllllllllllllllll by myself literally!! I never even went out with firneds not once in a year and a hlaf i spent maybe 2 hours away from my son! I am suffering from so kind of ariritis that the doctors can't figuer out yet!! WHen my son comes in bed with me at night i can't even pick up his toy off teh floor cause i can't move my hands!! and i go to work and come home that si my life! I have no break! I have a mother and an aunt here who never wants to take my son from me so can just chill!!! No one ever has taking him except when i went to another province to visit my friends! But still then i feel like they only did because i asked not because they wanted to!! Am i being selfish??? someone give me some advice pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
