2 more days till 8 months
Sweet lord it's been one hell of a rollercoaster without my "best friend" to calm me down and keep me …
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dncn4lyfe77 
3:07pm Wednesday
Manic episode...full fledged
bright one over here asked the pdoc if i could wean off depakote...he said yes....I did, and I started to lose weight like i wanted so i kept going even though i felt like shit....now its kicking me in the ass
plus school stress
and my daughters daycare burned down. noone got hurt but I'm trying to find a perminant babysitter for her which is hard to find. Shes been passing back and forth between people....i hate it...she had such a great structure and routine and lots of kids her age....ug
idk
i hate being bipolar
i wanna cut
but i cant
i wont
10 months down the drain is NOT an option
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Not cut in 2009
Progress 80%
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coming off depakote....paird with exercise...hope it works :(
Gah. I want my body back. I weigh as much as I did when I was about to have …
Correct, i't's simply not an option!!!
Kids are very flexible. Emma will be fine. Keep looking for something consistent but don't beat yourself up over it. She'll be okay.
You'll be ok too. What goes up must come down. Hang in there. Let me know if you need to borrow my parachute.
Love you kiddo.
xoxo
Joanne
JOANNE1971
Right on! It is NOT an option! You have been doing great..as Joanne writes, kids are extremely flexible. DO not fret over it. Focus on school. It may be easier to find another daycare, as well as cheaper, than an individual sitter. Plus, you seem to have had a good experience with the old..soemthign to consider.Good luck!
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