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hazellbaby
Female, 20, sandiego, CA
"I know I dissappeared but I'm bacc! Sorry everyone"
6:09pm, September 9, 2009
Journal Entry for September 3, 2009 Mood
Thursday, September 3, 2009
yesterday, today, and tomorrow (journal entry 1)
I held your hand yesterday, 
I held it the same way today,
and I'll hold it the same way in the morning.
I kissed you with passion yesterday,
and the day before that, and the day, before that,
I kissed you in much the same way today,
and I'll kiss you longer, softer, and sweeter tomorrow.
I loved you unconditionally yesterday as a tweeker,
I love you  as a pot head with your thumb in your ass today,
 and I'll love you tomorrow night clean and sober becoming the man I know you to be.
I wiped your teears off your face a year ago,
I held you close and tight today while they fell,
and I'll cry with you and make you smile over lunch tomorrow.
I've gotten arrested,
and yelled out the window of the cop car "
follow me home and have a newport lit for me"
all because you forgot.
I've gotten into fights with your friends
becaue you dicc smelt like fish
and had to take a week off from school
because I broke my hand on her face.
I've been there every step of the way
no matter what,
up, down, in, out, and everywhere in between,
drunk, stoned, wired for sound, rollin, and sober
I loved you,
I still do,
and I can promise you I will tomorrow.
how could you start to question if I was going to sticc around or not.
"I love you baby, your my world and forever means just that" 
where in that is there room for disloyalty,
or for turning your back on the man who holds your heart in his hands???

And if I was to leave, dont you think I would be back?
 
I love you,
realize,
or at least try to my dearest love,
that anyone who knows the meaning of
a blue bandanna in their bacc poccet
is true to their word and walks what the talk all the way out.
Dont ever think that I'll leave you.....
 your smart enough to know better
I love you
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