emmiesmom's Journal

 WELL IT HAS BEEN AWHILE BUT I HAVE BEEN BUSY.

 MY CHILDREN ARE BACK IN THE SCHOOL MODE AND THE OLDEST IS IN GRADE 12

 MY YOUNGEST IS IN GRADE 8 SHE IS DOING GOOD AS WELL, SHE HELPS OUT WITH ME AT THE SOUP KITCHEN A FEW DAYS A MONTH AND THE OLDEST GOT A JOB AT SUBWAY CLOSE BY OUR HOUSE SO HOPEFULLY EVERY THING WILL RUN SMOOTHLY WHO KNOWS.

THIER NO GOOD FATHER WAS JUST IN ON THURSDAY AND WENT BACK ON SUNDAY HE NEVER EVEN SO MUCH AS CALLED THE GIRLS OR CAME BY HE CALLED HIS MOM AND SISTER TO COME MEET HIM FOR BREAKFAST AT SMITTY'S BECAUSE HE WAS ON THE WAY HOME AGAIN BUT SINCE HIS BITCH(EXCUSE ME FOR THAT), WAS WITH HIM I DID NOT WANT THE GIRLS TO GO ALONE WITH HIM ANY WHERE,  HE JUST DOES NOT GET IT THEY WANT TO SEE HIM BUT NOT HER AND HE IS DISGRACING HIMSELF SO BADLY IN FRONT OF THESE GIRLS HE IS SUCH AN IDIOT BUT STILL SHE KEEPS INSISTING HE HAS ONLY THE ONE DAUGHTER THE ONE MARRIED TO HER SON SO THAT IS ALL HE SEES WHEN HE COMES DOWN. SHES THE STILL DELETES  THE TEXTS AND PHONE MESSAGES THE GIRLS AND I SEND HIM, OUR YOUNGETS HAS TO GO SEE THE PLASTIC SURGEON IN OCTOBER AND HAVE SURGERY AT THE END OF OCTOBER AS WELL BUT HE WILL NOT EVEN SAY IF HE IS GOING TO BE WITH US FOR AT LEAST THE SURGERY DATE SO I GUESS I WILL DO IT BY MYSELF AGAIN LIKE ALWAYS DAM HIM HE SEEMS TO ALWAYS MESS THINGS UP.

 BUT BY NO MEANS WAS I INNOCENT IN OUR FIGHTS WE HAD I WAS JUST DRYING OUT FROM ALCOHOL WHEN HE CAME BACK AND I GAVE SO MANY PEOPLE A HARD TIME WITH LIFE FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS IT IS A WONDER HE EVEN STAYED AROUND AS LONG AS HE DID.

FOR ME NOW EACH DAY IS A GOOD DAY AND I AM TRYING TO MAKE MY LIFE WHAT IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN THEN I HAVE TRIED TO MAKE PEACE AND APOLOGIZE FOR MY PART BUT HE WILL NOT LISTEN BUT AT LEAST I TRIED RIGHT??

 WELL I GUESS I AM GOING TO GO SEW OR SOME THING FOR AWHILE SO HAVE A GOOD DAY ALL