emmiesmom's Journal

 i HAVE NOT BEEN AROUND IN A WHILE BUT I AM DOING GOOD,

I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME STUFF AND IT IS HARD TO FIGURE IT OUT BUT THIS IS WHAT IT IS.

THE GIRLS DAD HAS A NEW GIRLFRIEND WHICH I FIGURED ALONG TIME AGO, SO HE WOULD NOT TALK TO ME SINCE CHRISTMAS TIME WHEN WE FOUGHT WHICH I KNEW WOULD BE SO NOW HE IS TALKING AGAIN AND WELL HE IS SAYING THINGS THAT MAKES ME THINK HE IS NOT HAPPY WITH THIS WOMAN I WILL SPARE YOU ALL WHAT HE IS TALKING ABOUT BUT IF HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND WOULD YOU NOT THINK HE WOULD NOT BE TALKING LIKE THIS.

  I GO ALONG WITH THE TALK JUST TO SEE WHAT IT IS HE IS UP TO, TO ME IS NOT PROPER BUT WE ARE PARENTS FIRST AND FRIENDS SO CAN'T WE BE TOGETHER FOR THE KIDS WHICH SOME PEOPLE THINK IS WRONG AND I SAY NO IT IS NOT WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 20 YEARS NOW. THESE SAME PEOPLE SAY I AM A SLUT AND A DOG FOR TALKING TO HIM AND JUST TALKING THINK ABOUT IT IF WE HAD SLEPT TOGETHER WHICH HAS NOT HAPPENED THEN WHAT WOULOD I BE HUH? BUT THE REALITY IS THAT HE DRIVES ME NUTS FROM TIME TO TIME BUT HE IS STILL A FRIEND AND IF A FRIEND WANTS TO TALKT HEN I WILL TALK TO HIM/HER WHO EVER IT MAY BE AND WHILE I CAN SAY THINGS ABOUT THIS MAN, NO ONE ELSE SHOULD BE CALLING HIM OR ME NAMES THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT.

JUST MAKES ME MAD THAT THIS WOMAN SAYS SHE IS SO PARDON THE EXPRESSION GOD FEARING AND CAN CALL AND CUSS ME OUT CALL ME NAMES AND THEN GO TO CHURCH THE NEXT DAY I ASK IS THIS RIGHT?? I SURE DON'T THINK SO AND BESIDES THIS PERSON DOES NOT KNOW HIM AND I DO SOME PEOPLE JUST WON'T LEARN I GUESS.