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8:56pm, July 27, 2009
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*Life*Share
Today at 3:47pm
*Life*Share
Today at 3:47pm
Sometimes life hands you things that your not ready for. You have your heart broken millions of times. But I guess it's surpose to make you stronger. What doesn't kill you will make you stronger
. Thats what i'm always told. I hate the feeling of sadness and anger. Anger is a bad feeling. I try not to feel mad. Cause when your mad , you can't think clear and make the proper choices.
The anger hides the truth behide like a heavy fog.
I really don't like it when people can call you names when they don't understand how your feeling. You try to explain to them what's on your mind , or whats going on.
I really don't like it when people can call you names when they don't understand how your feeling. You try to explain to them what's on your mind , or whats going on.
They don't want to listen to you. They seem to think that they seem to know better. When they have NO idea that there gonna hit rock bottom. And hard. Im not gonna be there to watch you fall.
You dug your self down. I can't stand around . By what your doing to your self. Not taking care of your self. You are killing your self. Maybe not right away. But you are , very slow. The people that are around you now. They claim to love you. I can't help but laugh at them.
They don't love you as much as you think. There just using you.! I know you think other. But it's the truth. The Truth is hiding behide the Wall you put up.
You can't act like that. It's gonna make you sick. Your gonna spend alot of time hating people. That your gonna waste your life. When you get to be older. Your gonna wish that you came around. And your Gonna wish that you talked things out.
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You said more then once that you don't want to come over ever agin. I don't understand why. But I guess I have to. I'm not trying to hurt you. But this has to be said. Your acting Like a Five year old.
You said more then once that you don't want to come over ever agin. I don't understand why. But I guess I have to. I'm not trying to hurt you. But this has to be said. Your acting Like a Five year old.
And it really has to stop. I don't know how to tell you any other way. I know you say that you love me. But I can't seem to think you do. If you loved me. You would stop this crap. And I do mean CRAP.
I feel like I am watching you from a window. Watching you waste your life away. Flushing it down the toilet. I am tired of sitting back and putting a fake smile and acting happy go lucky. When Im not. I feel Upset. And you don't even seem to care. Alll you care about is your self. I hope you change your ways.
My daughter wrote this just the other day i am going to send it to him, i think he really needs to see this
I LOVE YOU DAD.......
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i hope this opens his eyes , if it doesn't nothing will .xoooxxoxoxox love you.
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