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emmiesmom 
8:56pm, July 27, 2009
WELL WE ARE AT NEW YEARS EVE AND I AM ALONE AGAIN NOTHING NEW HERE BUT MY HUSBAND IS ACROSS THE STREET REFUSING TO TALK TO ME OR THE KIDS BUT SITS IN THE HOUSE AND EACH TIME SOME ONE COMES IN THE DRIVE HE STANDS AND STARES OUT THE WINDOW OVER HERE.
HE SPENT MONEY ON THE OLDEST DAUGHTER AND SPOILED THEM FOR CHRISTMAS BUT NOTHING FOR THESE 2 GIRLS AT ALL NOT EVEN A PHONE CALL.
I HAVE TRIED TO MAKE IT RIGHT WITH HIM BECAUSE I DON'T WANT ANOTHER NEW YEAR ALONE BUT I GUESS IT WILL BE.
HE REFUSES TOTALK SO HOW CAN YOU DO THIS I ASK? I WISH I KNEW BECAUSE I AM JUST SO SAD TO SEE HIM COMING AND GOING WITH OUT A CALL EVEN CHRISTMAS DAY, BUT I WILL BE SEEING MY COUNCILLOR SOON AND I WILL DISCUSS IF I SHOULD WRITE HIM A LETTER AND TELL HIM EVERYTHING I FEEL MAY BE HE WOULD UNDERSTAND THEN.
WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER OFF AND ON FOR MORE YEARS THAN I CAN REMEMBER AND I HAVE KNOWN HIM SINCE I WAS 9 AND HE WAS SOMEWHERE AROUND 15 AND WE HAVE THESE KIDS TOGETHER.
WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO AT CHRISTMAS WAS TO ASK HIM TO MARRY ME SO HOW DO I TELL HIM ? JUST THE TRUTH OR NOT
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I KNOW THIS IS REALLY BOTHERING YOU AND I THINK YOU SHOULD GET IT OUT IN THE OPEN , TELL HIM HOW YOU FEEL AND IF HE IS NOT INTRESTED IN HAVING A RELATIONSHIP , YOU WILL NEED TO MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE . YOU ARE MAKING YOURSELF MISERABLE. IF THIS DOESN'T WORK OUT SOMETHING BETTER WILL HAPPEN .YOU CAN ALWAYS START OVER WITH SOMEONE ELSE . I KNOW THIS IS HARD TO DO , I HAVE BEEN WITH MY HUSBAND FOR 42 YEARS AND I WOULD PROBALLY GO INSANE IF WE WERE TO HAVE PROBLEMS , BUT IF HE ISN'T INTRESTED IN A RELATIONSHIP THERE ISN'T ANYTHING YOU CAN DO .I DO HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD NEW YEARS AND I HOPE THE COMMING YEAR WILL BRING YOU ALL THE PEACE AND HAPPINESS YOU DESERVE . XOXOXO LOVE YOU..
dizzylizzie
You are going through such emotional times there, I hope this is not his mother interfering and making him cut ties with you. He needs to be aware of all his family and treat everyone equaly. Sometimes people treat family worse than they would treat a total stranger.
I hope you have a good chat with your councilor and get all this off your chest, I am thinking of you take care.
st5ve