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   I FIRST MET HER WHEN I WAS 9 YEARS OLD, I JUST DID NOT KNOW HOW SHE WOULD COME TO FIGURE IN MY LIFE UNTIL MANY YEARS LATER.

EACH DAY WAS ALWAYS SOME THING DIFFERENT FOR HILDA, SHE WAS ALWAYS HAPPY AND WOULD NEVER HESITATE TO OFFER A CUP OF COFFEE AND TEA TO WHO EVER SHE TALKED TO.

 SHE LOVED TO HAVE BBQ AND WHEN WE WERE OUT BBQING SHE ALWAYS WAS HAPPY TO BE INVITED TO HAVE SOME WITH US OR IF SHE WAS NOT WELL WE TOOK SOME TO HER.

 SHE ALSO LOVED TO WATCH THE PRICE IS RIGHT EACH AND EVERY  MORNING WITH HER CUP OF TEA BESIDE HER,SHE ALSO LOVED TO GUESS WHAT THE PRICES SHOULD BE AND WHEN THEY WERE WRONG SHE WOULD SAY I TOLD YOU SO.

ALTHOUGH SHE NEVER DRANK COFFEE, SHE LOVED HER TIM HORTON'S HOT CHOCOLATE AND WAS HAPPY WHEN SHE WENT TO GET ONE EVEN AT 8 OCLOCK AT NIGHT.

 SHE TAUGHT ME TO DO SOME THING CALLED SWEDISH WEAVING AND BY THIS I WAS ABLE TO MAKE ALL SORTS OF BEAUTIFUL BLANKETS AND PLACE MATS AND DOILIES.

SHE STEPPED UP AND HELPED ME WITH MY GIRLS (HER GRANDCHILDREN) WHEN SHE FELT THEY NEEDED A TALKING TO, AND SHE ALWAYS DID IT WITH LOVE AND NEVER MADE THEM FEEL GUILTY.

  SHE ALWAYS TOOK THE TIME TO LAUGH WITH THEM AND TELL THEM SOME STORY OR OTHER TO MAKE THEM LAUGH WHEN THEY FELT DOWN.

 SHE WAS A GENUINE FRIEND AND SHE WILL BE MISSED SO VERY MUCH

 REST IN PEACE MY FRIEND

 HILDA RICHARDSON

 FEB.28 1935 TO OCTOBER 10 2009

SHE LEAVES BEHIND MANY BEATIFUL MEMORIES FOR THOSE OF US WHO ARE STILL HERE.

 WELL IT HAS BEEN AWHILE BUT I HAVE BEEN BUSY.

 MY CHILDREN ARE BACK IN THE SCHOOL MODE AND THE OLDEST IS IN GRADE 12

 MY YOUNGEST IS IN GRADE 8 SHE IS DOING GOOD AS WELL, SHE HELPS OUT WITH ME AT THE SOUP KITCHEN A FEW DAYS A MONTH AND THE OLDEST GOT A JOB AT SUBWAY CLOSE BY OUR HOUSE SO HOPEFULLY EVERY THING WILL RUN SMOOTHLY WHO KNOWS.

THIER NO GOOD FATHER WAS JUST IN ON THURSDAY AND WENT BACK ON SUNDAY HE NEVER EVEN SO MUCH AS CALLED THE GIRLS OR CAME BY HE CALLED HIS MOM AND SISTER TO COME MEET HIM FOR BREAKFAST AT SMITTY'S BECAUSE HE WAS ON THE WAY HOME AGAIN BUT SINCE HIS BITCH(EXCUSE ME FOR THAT), WAS WITH HIM I DID NOT WANT THE GIRLS TO GO ALONE WITH HIM ANY WHERE,  HE JUST DOES NOT GET IT THEY WANT TO SEE HIM BUT NOT HER AND HE IS DISGRACING HIMSELF SO BADLY IN FRONT OF THESE GIRLS HE IS SUCH AN IDIOT BUT STILL SHE KEEPS INSISTING HE HAS ONLY THE ONE DAUGHTER THE ONE MARRIED TO HER SON SO THAT IS ALL HE SEES WHEN HE COMES DOWN. SHES THE STILL DELETES  THE TEXTS AND PHONE MESSAGES THE GIRLS AND I SEND HIM, OUR YOUNGETS HAS TO GO SEE THE PLASTIC SURGEON IN OCTOBER AND HAVE SURGERY AT THE END OF OCTOBER AS WELL BUT HE WILL NOT EVEN SAY IF HE IS GOING TO BE WITH US FOR AT LEAST THE SURGERY DATE SO I GUESS I WILL DO IT BY MYSELF AGAIN LIKE ALWAYS DAM HIM HE SEEMS TO ALWAYS MESS THINGS UP.

 BUT BY NO MEANS WAS I INNOCENT IN OUR FIGHTS WE HAD I WAS JUST DRYING OUT FROM ALCOHOL WHEN HE CAME BACK AND I GAVE SO MANY PEOPLE A HARD TIME WITH LIFE FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS IT IS A WONDER HE EVEN STAYED AROUND AS LONG AS HE DID.

FOR ME NOW EACH DAY IS A GOOD DAY AND I AM TRYING TO MAKE MY LIFE WHAT IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN THEN I HAVE TRIED TO MAKE PEACE AND APOLOGIZE FOR MY PART BUT HE WILL NOT LISTEN BUT AT LEAST I TRIED RIGHT??

 WELL I GUESS I AM GOING TO GO SEW OR SOME THING FOR AWHILE SO HAVE A GOOD DAY ALL

WELL TODAY IS GOING SO SO MY GIRLS DAD IS THERE AT HIS MOM'S AND REFUSES TO EVEN TALK TO THEM.

THE NEW GIRLFRIEND EVEN HUNG UP ON HER LAST NIGHT SAYING IT IS A WRONG NUMBER  THEN REFUSED TO ANSWER THE PHONE AGAIN.

SO MY GIRL IS JUST HEART BROKEN SHE HAD A PANIC ATTACK BECAUSE OF THIS WOMAN SO NOW I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO HE IS SEEING HIS OLDEST DAUGHTER'S MOTHER IN LAW WHO JUST LOST HER HUSBAND LIKE AT CHRISTMAS TIME.

 WHAT A BIG LOSER THEY ARE BOTH JUST IDIOTS I THINK.