i recently began cutting on myself again
i recently began cutting on myself again
November 9, 2009 11:30am
Its 733am ive been up since 418am i dont know what to do i just feel so depressed and i have no reason to be my hubby just bought us a place on 5 …
November 8, 2009 10:23am
its 711am ive been up since 5....the kitties have been playing running laps around the place...i keep thinking about what my one to one counselor …
November 7, 2009 10:11am
its 658am i woke up at 5...had dreams about my kids again...i always feel so depressed when i think about them....not having them...nothing planned …
November 4, 2009 7:17pm
its 402pm...waiting on the guy from country holmes to do an estimate on how much it will cost to install a wood burning stove in the house...should …
November 4, 2009 9:45am
its 640am im still struggling with my depression i cut thre times yesterday wanting to slit my wrist for good but i have a hubby and friend that i …
i'm here for you. please hang in there...
Sometime this year, we taxpayers may again receive an Economic Stimulus payment.
This is a very exciting new program. I will explain it using the Q and A format:
Q. What is an Economic Stimulus payment?
A. It is money that the federal government will send to taxpayers.
Q. Where will the government get this money?
A. From taxpayers.
Q. So the government is giving me back my own money?
A. Only a smidgen.
Q. What is the purpose of this payment?
A. The plan is that you will use the money to purchase a high-definition TV set, thus stimulating the economy.
Q. But isn't that stimulating the economy of China ?
A. Shut up.
Below is some helpful advice on how to best help the US economy by spending your stimulus check wisely:
* If you spend the stimulus money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China .
* If you spend it on gasoline, your money will go to the Arabs.
* If you purchase a computer, it will go to India .
* If you purchase fruit and vegetables, it will go to Mexico , Honduras and Guatemala .
* If you buy a car, it will go to Japan .
* If you purchase useless stuff, it will go to Taiwan .
* If you pay your credit cards off, or buy stock, it will go to management bonuses and they will hide it offshore.
Instead, keep the money in America by:
1 spending it at yard sales, or
2 going to hockey/ball games, or
3 spending it on prostitutes, or
4 beer or
5 tattoos.
(These are the only American businesses still operating in the US ..)
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I'm going to go to a ball game with a tattooed prostitute that I met at a yard sale, and drink beer! Just call me a patriot.
I like cowboy stories
A young cowboy walks into the town cafe. He sits at the counter and notices an old cowboy with his arms folded, staring blankly at a full bowl of chili.
After fifteen minutes of just sitting there staring at it, the young cowboy bravely asked the old cowpoke, "If you ain't gonna eat that, mind if I do?" The older cowboy slowly turns his head toward the young wrangler and in his best cowboy manner says, "Nah, go ahead."
Eagerly, the young cowboy reaches over and slides the bowl over to his place and starts spooning in it with delight. He gets nearly down to the bottom and notices a dead mouse in the chili. The sight was shocking and he immediately barfs up the chili into the bowl.
The old cowboy quietly says, "Yep, that's as far as I got, too."
read your journal sounds good. i just came home on my motorcycle. well take care
well it's almost friday. i hoping to get paid friday. i'm hoping next month is better. hang in there. take care
i've attempted suicide more than 4 times in my lifetime. i recently started cutting myself again. i usually pull myself out of my negative moods, but i dont think i have the strength to do it on my own this time. i constantly do things to harm myself and i contimplate suicide more often than i'd like to admit. i've been hospitalized for depression several times. my mood swings are so severe that i just cant handle the rollrcoaster ride any longer.
on a good day i feel over the rainbow..but on my more frequent bad days, i cut myself. yesterday was a bad day. :( just trying to fiqure out how i can balance myself to a happy medium.
im bi.....have been since i was 8 yrs old
