i recently began cutting on myself again
e4now gave Louwees 8 minutes ago
box of warm hugs for u...i took two sleeping pills i havent passed out yet...how r u doing hun?…
e4now wrote a journal entry updating 2 goals 11:39pm
its 837pm my thoughts to hurt myself are overwhelming...i just took two sleeping pills i should be out…
e4now changed their mood to Bad 11:39pm
e4now wrote a journal entry updating 2 goals 10:24pm
its 722pm...i just ate now i need to shower had a great workout at the gym the ride there and back was…
e4now changed their mood to Good 10:24pm
January 8, 2009 11:39pm
its 837pm my thoughts to hurt myself are overwhelming...i just took two sleeping pills i should be out in 45 minutes...ive got to stop the voices
January 8, 2009 10:24pm
its 722pm...i just ate now i need to shower had a great workout at the gym the ride there and back was much better today with all the high …
January 8, 2009 5:17pm
its 214pm ive been writing in my journal all day i burned once and cut once im smoking way too much i need to get up and shower but i dont feel like …
January 8, 2009 1:13pm
its 1004am i just finished my 1st cup of coffee watching the price is right..my body is burning from my two day straight at the gym...most of the …
January 7, 2009 3:34pm
its 1224pm...just walked in the door from my dr appoinment...the ride there was hellish sliding all around ..but the ride back was better not one …
Just a quick note to see how you're doing. I haven't heard from you in a while so I hope you are okay. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Love Heather
yeah.. not going to lie... its awesome
Cash for Trash (Monkeys) Once upon a time a man appeared in a village and announced to the villagers that he would buy monkeys for $10 each. The villagers, seeing that there were many monkeys around, went out to the forest and started catching them. The man bought thousands at $10 and, as supply started to diminish, the villagers stopped their effort. He next announced that he would now buy monkeys at $20 each. This renewed the efforts of the villagers and they started catching monkeys again. Soon the supply diminished even further and people started going back to their farms. The offer increased to $25 each and the supply of monkeys became so scarce it was an effort to even find a monkey, let alone catch it! The man now announced that he would buy monkeys at $50 each! However, since he had to go to the city on some business, his assistant would buy on his behalf. In the absence of the man, the assistant told the villagers: "Look at all these monkeys in the big cage that the man has already collected. I will sell them to you at $35 and when the man returns from the city, you can sell them to him for $50 each." The villagers rounded up all their savings and bought all the monkeys for 700 billion dollars. They never saw the man or his assistant again, only lots and lots of monkeys! Now you have a better understanding of how the WALL STREET BAILOUT PLAN WILL WORK !!!! It doesn't get much clearer than this................
its okay... i wont... i smoke pot for my anxiet... it helps me and im not proud of it
yeah... i have the strange urge to stab myself in the knee... im probably going to start cutting again
i've attempted suicide more than 4 times in my lifetime. i recently started cutting myself again. i usually pull myself out of my negative moods, but i dont think i have the strength to do it on my own this time. i constantly do things to harm myself and i contimplate suicide more often than i'd like to admit. i've been hospitalized for depression several times. my mood swings are so severe that i just cant handle the rollrcoaster ride any longer.
on a good day i feel over the rainbow..but on my more frequent bad days, i cut myself. yesterday was a bad day. :( just trying to fiqure out how i can balance myself to a happy medium.
im bi.....have been since i was 8 yrs old
