i recently began cutting on myself again
i recently began cutting on myself again
November 23, 2009 11:08am
its 743am...im anxious about hubby driving me to IOP to register for the new term...im scared of the icy roads...i want to cut...i just called the …
November 22, 2009 1:11pm
its 954am i just shoveled snow with hubby i didnt sleep too well had dreams of missing the #74 bus i was up at 415am...snowing my tummy is in knots …
November 21, 2009 12:11pm
its 904am hubby n i are drinking coffee together i told him about my dreams crazy dreams...hubby took out stew meat for dinner tomorrow i was …
November 20, 2009 7:18pm
its 352pm hubby n i just got in....my dr increased my meds and put me on a daily ritual of monitoring my pee ...shes worried about my prolactin …
November 20, 2009 9:47am
its 641am....i need to get coffee started so i can shower and get ready for my second dr appointment with the specialist i need to retake a blood …
i feel so bad for you. i hope you feel better soon. xxoo, ronna
i'm here for you. please hang in there...
Sometime this year, we taxpayers may again receive an Economic Stimulus payment.
This is a very exciting new program. I will explain it using the Q and A format:
Q. What is an Economic Stimulus payment?
A. It is money that the federal government will send to taxpayers.
Q. Where will the government get this money?
A. From taxpayers.
Q. So the government is giving me back my own money?
A. Only a smidgen.
Q. What is the purpose of this payment?
A. The plan is that you will use the money to purchase a high-definition TV set, thus stimulating the economy.
Q. But isn't that stimulating the economy of China ?
A. Shut up.
Below is some helpful advice on how to best help the US economy by spending your stimulus check wisely:
* If you spend the stimulus money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China .
* If you spend it on gasoline, your money will go to the Arabs.
* If you purchase a computer, it will go to India .
* If you purchase fruit and vegetables, it will go to Mexico , Honduras and Guatemala .
* If you buy a car, it will go to Japan .
* If you purchase useless stuff, it will go to Taiwan .
* If you pay your credit cards off, or buy stock, it will go to management bonuses and they will hide it offshore.
Instead, keep the money in America by:
1 spending it at yard sales, or
2 going to hockey/ball games, or
3 spending it on prostitutes, or
4 beer or
5 tattoos.
(These are the only American businesses still operating in the US ..)
***
I'm going to go to a ball game with a tattooed prostitute that I met at a yard sale, and drink beer! Just call me a patriot.
I like cowboy stories
A young cowboy walks into the town cafe. He sits at the counter and notices an old cowboy with his arms folded, staring blankly at a full bowl of chili.
After fifteen minutes of just sitting there staring at it, the young cowboy bravely asked the old cowpoke, "If you ain't gonna eat that, mind if I do?" The older cowboy slowly turns his head toward the young wrangler and in his best cowboy manner says, "Nah, go ahead."
Eagerly, the young cowboy reaches over and slides the bowl over to his place and starts spooning in it with delight. He gets nearly down to the bottom and notices a dead mouse in the chili. The sight was shocking and he immediately barfs up the chili into the bowl.
The old cowboy quietly says, "Yep, that's as far as I got, too."
read your journal sounds good. i just came home on my motorcycle. well take care
i've attempted suicide more than 4 times in my lifetime. i recently started cutting myself again. i usually pull myself out of my negative moods, but i dont think i have the strength to do it on my own this time. i constantly do things to harm myself and i contimplate suicide more often than i'd like to admit. i've been hospitalized for depression several times. my mood swings are so severe that i just cant handle the rollrcoaster ride any longer.
on a good day i feel over the rainbow..but on my more frequent bad days, i cut myself. yesterday was a bad day. :( just trying to fiqure out how i can balance myself to a happy medium.
im bi.....have been since i was 8 yrs old
