archangels's Journal

Hi folks it,s callum,i am so very very angry right now! mum was sent mail today which i took to her today i now wished i,d never took it! that scumbag so called pain management doctor hasen,t even got the bloody gut,s to face her! i hope to god i don,t meet him cuz right now i,ll rip his bloody head off! the gutless bastard hasen,t even got the guts to face my mum! no he has written her a very short but not so sweet letter basically telling her he,s not gonna give her this painpump now cuz he can,t find anyone to do her bloody refill,s! to see my mum this is upset has made me bloody mad! how dare he turn round and mention this dammed pump send her on a wild goosechase then not even have the guts to tell her to her face! i tried to comfort her but she was inconsoloable she is refusing any of her medication,s she was trying to pull her drip out of her arm [she,s having a blood transfusion at the moment] and i,m glad i,m not a nurse cuz even the nurse,s who know mum well are upset but what,s the point in mum staying in hospital now? god it was hard for me to walk away from her tonight,i had to ring my nan and my nan told me she won,t answer her phone,why do these dammed doctors do this to her? the so called pain doctor was the one who mentioned this pump,now he has built her up and kicked her feet from under her,i can say 100% i have never ever seen my mum so defeated she is so upset and to top it off i have just found out she,s discharged herself from hospital! great not only has this moron ruined my mum,s life he,s now screwed mine uo cuz if my mum gives up i know what,ll happen.

If there is anyone right now who can help us then please please help us cuz right now my mum has given up,she has told me she is not having anymore tests or hospital stays anymore,she has just come thru the door i gotta go please if anyone can help us please let us know we live in the u.k and we live in hampshire callum