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It,s just gone 1 am and my god is my pain bad! thank the lord my son cannot see me at the moment,i am crying my heart out,i just can,t seem to get on top of it tonight,maybe it cuz of hearing that a young woman i know is in a hospice and will be lucky to see the end of next week,i don,t know,i do however know that i have just taken a knife to my shoulder and it wasen,t just a nik! i,m bleeding like a stuffed pig! i know i souldn,t cut myself but my pain gets so bad that if i don,t stab a knife in my arm i,ll take all my morphine! bloody hell i can.t begin to tell you how much this pain is at the moment! if i,m honest right now my pain is well off the scale and i have tried everything to take my mind off this living bloody hell! i am really really hurting i,ve got to go back into hospital tomorrow and i know i,m gonna have to tell my pain doctor that i have cut my shoulder so bad that i know i need stiches,i wish god would help me why can,.t i get this dammed painpump? why do i have to pretend that i,m ok when i,m not! i am literally being driven crazy by this living bloody nightmare god how i wish i was dead! i,m not gonna apologise i am in pain and it is driving me crazy! why can,t these so called doctors see me now when my pain is so bad i can barely think straight! why? i gota go i need to sort my wound out.
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it'll be ok trust me. i just cut my wrist right by the vain and it hurts like hell and i can't feel or move my wrist. i can't tell anyone i just can't.
jeg0523
Hello Shaz, I'm back rom our vacation. It was wonderful!!!! My back is driving in nuts. But ti was worth the pain to get to see the beach amd for us to renew our vows. Not even a drop a rain all week. Hubby forgot to lapto. It was probally best. I'll talk to you in an email. Love always, Peach
peachbutterfly
Shaz, I hope you made it to the hospital for your cut in time for stitches. If you wait to long, they won't do it, as they told me this in the past. I wish there was something the dr would do for you. Why let you suffer? I sent a website for a pharmacy in Canada and I don't think you have to have a prescription. I also sent to Callum. If you have any questions, write me. Love you, Carol
TexasLady
I am also worried as I have not hear from you and Callum send last Friday!!! Please have him to write me. XXOO
TexasLady