archangels's Journal

I wrote out a new journal but my bloody mum,s laptop just fell outta my hands so here i go again!! mum is now awake but she,s still pretty sick one of the consultants came round earlier on,he was being really rude and nasty toward the nurse,s he is known for being nasty toward them well my mum doesn,t like stuck up snobs like him and before we knew it mum was having a right good go at this doctor she told him,thank god i don,t nurse because if you started that attitude with me i,d thump you,there is no bloody need to be nasty to her or any of the other nurses or other staff,who the hell do you think you are! we couldn,t believe it!! mum is coming back to us!! she,s starting to come back to her usual fiesty way im so very very proud cuz mum  has always been honest to me she,s also brought me up to speak my mind well she put her mouth up to this doctor! she was very very mad and asked him if i came to your house and called your wife a stuck up bitch you wouldn,t like it would you? then before he could answer she said these nurse,s work like bloody angels and they work hard for their money [even tho it,as a pittance!] then you come swanning onto the ward being bossy! you need a lesson in manner,s you also need to apologise to the nurses cuz as i have said they work bloody hard for their money,it,s about time idiots like you should give them the respect they deserve!

He then changed the subject and told mum we,moving you to the i.t.u mum asked why she can,t go back onto the ward and the staff nurse explained that because mum,s still not quite stable and they still haven,t got her pain under control yet she,s also  needing blood transfusion as well as higer pain meds she,s not happy that she,s gotta go on the i.t.u once it was explained to her they wanna keep a very close eye on her because of her stomach and all because she,s still pretty shattered from trying to cope with her pain and on top of that her mouth is ultra sesitive and she is starting to have her teeth out from monday [she,s gotta have seven teeth out then she,s got to be fitted with all her bottom teeth false teeth] mum has a real bad phobia of dentist,s and my nan had all her teeth removed in one go when mum was younger and mum remembers seeing  my nan on the couch with a cloth in front of her mouth and when my nan had her teeth out it was in one single sitting and she then had her false teeth put straight in her mouth mum also say what it did to my nan so now she,s terrified of the dentist and this coming monday they are starting to remove her teeth out one by one she got seven to come out then she,s gonna have an impression done and they are then gona hopefully get her mouth sorted out once and for all.I just wanna see her back to normal.

Dad came to see her today,mum asked him what do you want? he said i do actually care about you,mum just laughed and said if you really did care,you wouldn,t have completely ruined christmas by going off with some old slapper who you only knew via e-mail,s and then you,ve been yo yoing about 1 minute she,s gone back to her old man and kidz then she,s back again!! five times you,ve done that so what is the reason you,ve come to see me? if it,s about the divorce then YES i am still going on with it and by the time i,m done you will wish you had never ever hurt me! my mum isn,t normally a nasty person but i gotta admit he has done all sorts of things to my mum and yes i love him but i don,t like him i have also realised that mum will never ever get back with my dad,mum has also told me i gave him the chance the day he left and i know she did,he always ask,s after mum and i just say ok i know if i were younger he,d ask me the same questions and again i know he,d creep round me  but i,m not a little boy anymore and i have let him know i am now an adult and he can,t manipulate me sorry for rambling on a bit i,m gonna have to go to sleep now [i,ve gota bed next to mum,s it,s now 2 .10am!!] mum,s now in a room other wise i,d stay in da flat on grounds of this    i keep dropping this laptop so i,m gonna have to be careful take callum