R.I.P
October 1, 2008 11:39am
hello everybody.
i have been thinking for hours on end how to tell everyone this. i am sorry to say this is very very bad news.
i am Robyn, …
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littlemissrebecca
12:09pm, October 1, 2008
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About Me
littlemissrebecca
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About Me
my name is Rebecca Anne, but people call me, beccy, or shorty. i live my mum, dad and twin sister most of the time, but i also live with my older sister every second weekend (wish i could live with her all the time though) i have two beautiful nephews called Braedon and Deakon, as well as a gorgeous neice called MIka. i am the kinda girl that cant stand to see people upset, and i would go out of my way to make some one else happy even if i cant make myself happy. i am the sort of person that couldn't even hurt a fly, i have never said anything bad about a person, just the tought of being mean, makes me sick, i dont judge people on there looks only their personallity, i am an extremely shy person, but once i have grown to trust someone, i am queit crazy and fun to be around. i have had some bad experiances in my life already, but i am determind to learn from them and be positive. life is a journey and with out all of the bad stuff that has happened and still is happening, i wouldn't be me.
my name is Rebecca Anne, but people call me, beccy, or shorty. i live my mum, dad and twin sister most of the time, but i also live with my older sister every second weekend (wish i could live with her all the time though) i have two beautiful nephews called Braedon and Deakon, as well as a gorgeous neice called MIka. i am the kinda girl that cant stand to see people upset, and i would go out of my way to make some one else happy even if i cant make myself happy. i am the sort of person that couldn't
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Interests
my main interest is to help people, at the moment i am currently trying to become a world vision youth ambassator. i cant think of anything better than to help people. i love drawing and listening to music. i love to learn (yeah i know i'm a nerd) i love english and english literature, i love maths, human biology, chemistry, law and politics. last but not least i LOVE animals, ESPECIALLY my kitten MISSI :)
my main interest is to help people, at the moment i am currently trying to become a world vision youth
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happy ever afters !!!!! i do believe
September 22, 2008 7:32am
omg, i am so so so so so happy right now, that i dont even know what to write. well, i now think i have found a fmily and a home!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D …
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dying
September 21, 2008 7:53am
i want to die, everything is getting worse and i dont know what to do. i was told yesturday that my parents aren't allowed to see me at all and …
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hospital
September 18, 2008 2:58am
hello every one, today i am feeling much better, last night they did two surgerys on me to stop the internal bleeding. and i also had surgery on …
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in hospital :(
September 17, 2008 11:28am
hello every one.
this is directed mainly to my freinds here on ds. i have been in hospital all day now as i have had a heart attack. i will not be …
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Miss You
I see you've had a birthday, but you weren't here for it. I hope there are parties up there, and that you danced and laughed....because I know you have a perfect body now...no broken bones, no heart issues, just perfection. Laugh sweet Beccy - you deserve to laugh out loud!
Sorry
I'm sorry, I missed the day in which I should have mourned you, you were a good friend when I needed support and guidance, I know that where you are now, is most likely a better place, i'm glad to have been close to you and I will miss you x
Hug
I know you read this....I know the story. I wish you would talk to me or send a note. be well and know you are missed.
Little Love
Never forget you, wow its 9 months, hope you are smiling down from heaven where you belong.....miss you so much.....
Hug
You are alawys in my thoughts and prayers.
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Support Groups
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- i have done some sketches of people and things as well as things that make me happy.
- Music Working / Worked
- it is good listening to music as it gives you a wider range of emotion and insight to the world around you. i found that this helped because i was somewhat able to direst my attention to the society around me instead of my own world.
- Reading Working / Worked
- this helped like the music; it gave me insight to consider the world around me and focus my mind on something that hasn't happened to me.
- Talking Considering
- i havce told my story to a friend but find it really hard to talk to other people about it. i'm not a very trusting person so it makes it hard to tell people.
Close Depression
my whole life since the age of seven i have been abused, and not by one person but by atleast four. i am now 15 and the abuse has stopped but due to a recent event (i was miss guided and tricked to meet a friend but it wasn't my friend i met, the person i met assulted me, luckily he is now under arrest)ever since that has happed i have been overwhelmed by horrible life like flash backs and might mares, it has been so hard, and i'm not coping. please help!!!!!!
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- my mum made me go to counselling, only have had one session and i didn't say much but maybe next time i will be more talkative. it is extremely hard to talk to someone face to face that you have never seen before!
- Support from Friends & Family Too Soon to Tell
- because they have only just found out, it seems that i'm supporting them more then they are supporting me. but hopefully they will realise the effect it has on me and pay a little more attention.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- it has helped a little i guess, but sometimes it got to hard to write how i was feeling. the only down side was that no one knew how i was feeling when i needed someone to reach out.
Open Self-Injury
i have been abused for most of my life, and the physical pan was so much easier to heal then all the emotional pain, so i started to cut. it was a way i used to escape my emotional out cries. glad to say i haven't cut in over a few months :)
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- only just started, and it is overwhelming openening up to a stranger face to face.
Open Teen Anxiety
i have really bad anxiety when ever i do anything, it is the result of a hard childhood
Open Sexual Abuse
i was abused for five years and due to a recent attack i am now suffering from ptsd and anxiety.
Treatments
Open Rape
i was raped atleast once or twice a week for five years by my neighbour, he started assulting me at the age of seven, the assults stopped when he moved out when i was 12/13. the rape was only one of the many things he did
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- only just started talking
Open Shyness
i have had a really hard childhod and as a result i'm really shy in any social situation. i;m even shy around my imediate family
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- only just started to open up, and hopefully once i recover from ptsd, i will be less shy
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
i have been abuse for 5 yrs by my neighbour, but while he was sexually abusing me, my dad was emotionally and physically abusing me, he has recently started to hit me again
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- only just started to open up
Open Arthritis - Juvenile
i have had complications with both my knees, i have had surgery to fix them but was un-successful, now i haev arthritis of the knee and will and i am getting surgery agin, i have already had the secon op on one of my knees, which was a knee recon, once that knee has healed i will be gettin the other knee reconstructed
Open Lactose Intolerance
i'm lactose intolerance, nothing more to say other than i hate it, it is annoying !!!!!
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- ofcourse it has worked :)
- Lactaid Working / Worked
- yep it has worked
Open Chronic Pain
i have really bad pain in my knees, and back all because the doctor was inpatient and did surgery on my knees with out waiting for me to finish growing, now that i am growing the pain is horrible,
Open Bereavement - Teens
today (16.9.08) i was informed that my opa dies 2 days ago. it was his 7th heart attack, this one was the fatal one :(. i have only ever seen my opa twice, when i was 1 and when i was 7, he lived in holland, so i couldn't see him all that much. i miss him althoughi never really saw him., he was the kindest person, he will be in my heart
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
been diagnosed with ocd, it is the result of a badf childhood
Open Twins, Triplets & More
i am a twin, can't say i love it, but i can't say i hate it.
Open Heart Attack
yesturday after a voilent attack i suffered a heart attack, i had surgery yesturady afternoon on my heart, they put 3 stents in my heart
Open Phobia
i have alot of phobia's
Open Eating Disorders
Type: Anorexiai HATE EATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
