Journal

I am now successfully relocated to a new apartment which is less expensive and tidier.  Additionally it is closer to the potential employers that can afford to pay me money.  Yet everything is much less convenient for a non-vehicle owner as myself.  It shall be a challenge. 

I am blessed with the incentive of a fitness room and full pool so I intend to make use of them regularly.  I suppose the vainglorious bastards and bitches will be on display but they likely will give me wide berth as I sweat. 

I tire of hearing how these bubbly girls all go on vacations frequently, having a blast living life.  I haven't been on a bloody vacation for decades.  Quite serious.  It all costs money.  Basicly you have to have money to enjoy life the way we've been raised (or so we've been programmed to think). 

So I should go back to the original plan.  That which was to a) save enough to b) permanently leave this republic for c) a place where the hospitality overfloweth and d) I can earn enough to truly Live life happily.  I believe the Far East is where I should remain focused and I should Not deter from my course despite the odd or occasional girl that catches my eye while I'm here. 

I believe the grass truly is greener.  I'd love to prove it so.  There I can live as a sultan instead of a pauper here.  Then they can shove those loverly cheeseburgers up their arse.