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TwistedFairytale
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Thanks hun. I appreciate that. I have pretty much stayed off of DS for a while.
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hey hello there brie,im glad to hear from you and hope school is going ok?(as good as school can ever be that is!)last time we spoke you were having bf trouble,hope all that has levelled out for you?my trial went ok as it goes,nearly got a yr and a half in jail (think the judge had to say something to scare me,well sound good!)because in the end he accepted that it wasn't a commercial venture and that i grew it to help with my depression and pain relief for my back!which was true,to a certain extent!he also knew that im a gardener and it is/was my hobby!have to drop off the radar again!?oh anyway i ended up with being bound over for a yr, like a suspended sentence and ordered to go to the drug and alcohol service for 6mnth,as part of a treatment order!i already go there anyway to get my methadone and diazepam scripts so that part of it realy isn't a big deal ! Sorry about the waffling i'v only just started letting people on ds know what happened,you and a few others have been such good friends to me x espessialy the gardener,a friend from my home part of england ! X but anyway sorry im talking to you now and im sending much love and warm fluffy hugs and nice magical thoughts your way x hope they help you through school,life everything!? Xxx paul
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Hi !!!!!!!!! Hang in there OK? When its right you will know!
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Talk soon !!!!!!!!! I miss you
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Close Depression - Teen
Umm so I've had depression all my life I think, definitely got worse the older I got. I diagnosed myself with depression when I was 14 I think and when I was 15 I was officially diagnosed. Fun stuff =]
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- I draw (mostly in school, but sometimes at home) and it makes me feel better, but usually I'm drawing pretty wacked stuff...
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- So far it's doing wonders =]
- Music Working / Worked
- If you can find the song to fit your mood, play it.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- Kittys are nice and snuggly on a sad day.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- No way of stopping the bad thoughts from coming no matter how many good thoughts I try to think. When the bad thoughts come, the good thoughts become nothing more than hollow lies.
- Prozac Not Working
- I was on Prozac for a bit but it didn't really do anything and eventually the dosage was too high and all I did was sleep.
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Hasn't worked in the past, but I think I finally have someone I'll actually talk to, I think it might work soon.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- My DS friends are the best thing in my life right now. To be honest, if it weren't for all my friends on here I don't think I would be alive right now.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Talking to my friends really helps me feel better; if I don't feel happier, at least I feel not quite so alone.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- It worked for me before, but since the depression's gotten worse it's been harder for me to write.
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
My dad is emotionally abusive and has been for as long as I can remember. He is abusive to me, my mom, and my brother (when he's here... he's living on his own now). He's even left for a while when things got bad...
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- It helps so much to talk to people on here when he's yelling at me or making me feel horrible again.
Open Self-Injury
I started cutting when I was going through a bad depression, but it was nothing much. It's gotten worse since then and now I think it might even be an addiction.
Treatments
- Red Marker Somewhat Helpful
- I only used the marker once, but when I did it was kinda helpful I guess 'cause I didn't cut...
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- It really helps to keep my mind occupied, to get my feelings out to someone instead of taking them out on my skin. Talking to people about stuff they're going through right now helps sometimes, too, keeps my mind off of whatever's going on for me.
Open Anxiety
severe anxiety and my parents don't really believe it. it's mostly social anxiety i think.... haven't gone to school for a while now because i can't handle the people.
Open Bipolar Disorder - Teen
idk really, i told my psych today about various ups and downs and stuff and apparently its bipolar? anyway, he seems to know what he's talking about, no reason to distrust him at this point so... yeah!
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