Journal Entry for August 12, 2008
August 12, 2008 3:15pm
having a hard time but trying to find something positive daily
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angel52761
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angel52761
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About Me
i have ptsd from being raped from5 till i got away at 19 i have 3 children from my stepdad im very close to them but i have no other family members since my mom let my stepdad rape me i cant forgive her i have daily flashbacks and disacciate often i try hard to be positive and i have no friends except my kids i was attaked at work and havent been able to work since i isolate most of the time due to my stepdad getting out of prison and living 15 miles from me he tried to kill me at 19 and ive been terrified since i worked while he was in prison as a hospice aide i loved my work i dont have much for hobbies spend most of my days watching for my stepdad to come kill me its a very lonely life i try hard to think of something positive daily i dont trust many people i have a swimming pool so on nice days my husband and i swim thats a good stress relief my kids come over once a week we are very close and i have 6 grandkids 2 dogs and 1 cat
i have ptsd from being raped from5 till i got away at 19 i have 3 children from my stepdad im very close to them but i have no other family members since my mom let my stepdad rape me i cant forgive her i have daily flashbacks and disacciate often i try hard to be positive and i have no friends except my kids i was attaked at work and havent been able to work since i isolate most of the time due to my stepdad getting out of prison and living 15 miles from me he tried to kill me at 19 and ive been
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swimming playing with my petsand spending time with my family
swimming playing with my petsand spending time with my family
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July 31, 2008 8:54am
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July 17, 2008 9:23am
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Journal Entry for June 28, 2008
June 28, 2008 7:53am
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Hi Angel52761- if prayers for your well-being can do any good- you have mine. Perhaps they'll add something positive to your day & world. My name is Peter Gregory and I recently started a hospice support group here at Daily Strength. When I'm not working at my day job, I volunteer for a hospice near Los Angeles, CA. I've found a lot of questions posted to different groups here on Daily Strength but no one place to go for Hospice info, support or sharing. I'm looking for other people interested in making this a group where anyone can come and get the support they need. Given your background and experience, I think you could add a great deal to our group. Please join us. I've begun to post a few topics, feel free to add your thoughts or (AND!) post a topic of your own. Regards, Peter
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thinking of you and hoping your okay... hugs
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sending you some love, and hoping your doing a bit better. praying for you ....big hugs
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Prayer
just want you to know I'm thinking of you, and praying...luv and hugs
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Prayer
thinking of you, and praying your getting stronger. I'm sorry for all you've been through. I hear of so many stepdads that do that, and the mothers never want to believe it. be strong, it's NOT your fault, it's theirs. your a beautiful person, don't forget that. luv and hugs
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Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
raped at 5 till 18 was assaulted at work have ptsd i have 3 kids from the rape im scared all the time
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- ive been in therapy 5 yrs. its taking along time but their has been some improvement
- EMDR Working / Worked
- helped alot with flashbacks
- Music Working / Worked
- i love music it helps me
- Prozac Working / Worked
- i also take wellbutrin lorazepam geodon ive been on these meds for 5 years
- Supportive Care Working / Worked
- i get a lot of support from my husband and 3 kids
Close Sexual Abuse
raped at 5 and was abused till i turned 18 i have ptsd from the attack at work it triggered all the abuse ive been working on this my whole life
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