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Goal End Date is Jun 30, 09 132 days ago.
BlueBella 
6:33am, September 13, 2009
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About Me
BlueBella
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About Me
I want to become a writer, it seems that mere words can help me express these feelings. I am 23, live in Australia and currently I am turning my entire life around. Is a mid-life crisis at 23 possible? :P I have just started university studying in literary arts and theater. Finding it hard to keep up, but trying my best. I am very shy but caring, so please feel free to come to me for a chat. I always love to listen *hugs*
I want to become a writer, it seems that mere words can help me express these feelings. I am 23, live in Australia and currently I am turning my entire life around. Is a mid-life crisis at 23 possible? :P I have just started university studying in literary arts and theater. Finding it hard to keep up, but trying my best. I am very shy but caring, so please feel free to come to me for a chat. I always love to listen *hugs*
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Interests
I love art, music, drama, theater...anything arty or that expresses or explores life, the mind and soul. However, the depression has been bad so concentration and motivation is not always there.
I love art, music, drama, theater...anything arty or that expresses or explores life, the mind and soul.
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Little Love
Rainbow
Bella, haven't heard from you for a while. I'm a bit worried-are you okay??
Rainbow
Two weeks ago today you said to me, "look after yourself because you deserve it! :)". What makes you any different? YOU deserve it girl. xoxo
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Bella!! How are you??
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Close Diets & Weight Maintenance
I am currently over weight. Need to lose 40kgs. Tired of weight being an issue to prevent me from my dreams.
Treatments
- Counting Calories Working / Worked
- Kilojoule based system. Eating much healthier and cooking from scratch. Great learning experience. Hard to maintain when I get depressed.
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- Tried some of these diets. They didnt teach me anything. Working on a healthy kilojoule based system. Have learnt a lot. Feeling good but hard to maintain while depressed.
- Physical Exercise Not Working
- I am liking it, but I get too depressed to keep going.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depression23 years old, no friends, fighting everything alone...I cant do it anymore
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Seeing a pschologyist now. Seems to working slowly.
- Paxil Considering
- Writing Working / Worked
- I HATE journal writing, I write stories instead. It is nice to put yourself in a fictional characters' shoes for a little bit.
Open Self-Injury
Cutting for five years. Started from an abusive boyfriend who cut me to make him feel good.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I hate it. I don't like talking about it to people who "think" they know what it is like to cut.
Open Healthy Eating
Never learnt how to eat properly...learnt to eat from a mother who used food for comfort.
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- 15-45 min daily...trying to.
Open Acne
Struggled for years just like my mother. Has gotten worse with medication.
Treatments
- Proactiv Working / Worked
- Been on for 6 months. Seems to be working well with the contraception I am on.
- Lavender Working / Worked
- I find that lavender is very soothing for my skin especially when it gets sore. Lavender helps to heal the skin faster. I put a few drops in some steaming water put a towel over my head and breathe in for a few mins. Very relaxing too.
Open Food Addiction
Was taught from a mother who over ate that this was how you deal with problems. I am 22, have never been thin or healthy...I want to be these things now!
