Robbimom's Journal

This year We won't be having Thanksgiving. I always cook a big dinner for Thanksgiving and Christmas. But not this year. No money to buy the food. So I'm sending my kids off to their friends for Thanksgiving dinner. As for me I will stay home with my 5 year old son and pretend it's no big deal. I'm sure he'll see right through it. He always does. It will be a very sad day.

I guess I should expect it. What I want doesn't matter. Why should it? It's only my house. My husband is still here. The stress is still insanely high. I moved out to change things and nothing has changed. I'm still getting sicker. My car is out of commision now, too.

What else can go wrong?? I die?? Would that really be so bad?? Not that it would matter to more than a few people. I'm sure most would just be glad I was no longer a burden to them.

I hope all who read this have a wonderful Thaksgiving. Enjoy your dinner, family and friends. May God bless you all.