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pepperg7
im slightly better today. i might actually leave my apartment today. i dunno. i miss jason so much and want him back. every time there is a problem with either him or i, he just runs away from our relationship to figure things out. to me, thats no better than me drinking or throwing up.






Your right its not right. You are both running away with your feelings so you don't have to feel. I know how you feel, I struggled with the drinking this past weekend, but am doing good so far this week. Its like when when my eating is good, I want to drink and vise versa when my drinking is bad I don't want to eat. This blows.
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