bluevibe's Journal

Dear Gavin,

You drink to forget, push away, make unreal, the trauma of your childhood: your prieching mother, your neuro-surgyn of a father. and you drink now because it does all these things and because it's now a habbit that  you might keep for the rest of your life.

I thought we were quite different; now it's clear to me that we both suffer from addiction, but that our drug of choice is different.

I wish we were better friends and I could tell you that this is how I feel. 

I'm sorry you're going to Iraq before I've been able to get to know you well enough.  Perhaps we could have both helped eachother, perhaps we still can.

BLUE