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I got ready for Church and decided on the way that I wasnt going. I started to cry about my Mom and Sister..... and how unfair to lose them both and then lose the only brother I wanted in my life. I was asking why??? Why do I have to lose people I want in my life???? I just couldnt go to Church with my makeup all smeared an my nose and eyes all red from crying! Oh well....... LIFE SUCKS sometimes
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well.... I missed Church last Sunday and this Sunday but I can still make it to the night service at another Church.
I feel numb. I miss my sister and Mom. Sometimes I question God. I say Lord why did you have to take both of them? Why? I wanted to grow old with my Sister and hang out. My Mom raised my Sister and I together and they are both gone. My children are all "adults" now. I am not married and I feel so very alone somtimes. I do have alot of good friends but I still can feel alone in a room full of people. Kind of invisible.
I would love to meet a nice hard working Christian man to marry someday. I have been single so so long....16 years. I know the Lord Jesus has His own time table for things but I kind of feel forgotten...sometimes.
RaquelS