Hey Guys,
It is Thanksgiving and you are not here.......AGAIN. I wish to God I could just see you guys one more time. Dad, this was your holiday. I spend them all alone. Mom, I really need your shoulder to cry on. You were always good with giving answers. Richard is going thru a bad time with Kistine. He is giving it his all, but she wants to play, and not with him. He calls me and we talk for hours, she tells him she is confused. He has cried so many tears for her and she just doesn't care. She is bartending these days and she wants to party all the time. She tells him, I need to go out and have a few drinks. I don't know if what I am doing is right. He went out to talk to you the other day. Mom, help him, give him your strength
We have a new addition to our family.............Tony and Lisa welcome a baby girl, 6 lbs 12 oz and 19 inches long. She had a few problems at birth but she is home now and growing every day. Lisa was pregnant with her when Jeannie died, and pregnant with Daphne when you died. Two pregnancies, two grandmas die. Actually the kids say they had 1 grandma, Jeannie was their "grandmother" Ya know basically in name only.
My life is a mess. I got involved with Richard so many years ago. I stuck it out for over 11 years and now he doesn't treat me like a piece of shit, no because we would have to be together for that. I haven't seen him in over a month. No phone calls no nothing. I trusted him, I trusted him with my heart. And now he just throws 34 years of friendship away. I am so pissed at him but if he wanted to come back, would I let him
I need to get going guys, I need to bake the ham(yes ham)rolls, yams, and whatever else
I love you guys so much, I miss you like crazy
sis



